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    Sunday, April 29, 2007

    the east side breeds emo shits.. the west breeds geeks...
    -amNON.

    sorry amin. for the thingy on top. i find it cool. heehee!kinda cool and too cool. so, in 4a everyones talking about the prom nite..everyone was excited. i was kinda like dragged away by it too but i managed to knock my head against the wall and say: STUPID!O LEVEL IS NOT EVEN OVER..

    but my peeps and i have decided on dress. well..the mask thingy..i am not sure if i should make it a part of my prom nite..i put on specs for gods sake.or no. i could buy contacts..ala!but no money no talk.then my mum is so strongly against contact lens.. -_-

    so..my GREATEST wish would be doing very well for my O's and go to wherever i am destined to go. and my 2nd GREATEST wish is to have a very pretty and awesome night at SENTOSA in the later part of the year and i want to have my last dance with the SERENITY that rules the beach. i know it might be a day dream or something that will never happen but i hope HE up there will fulfill my wish..or rather..let me sound like a despo for a moment.. I'LL PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY.. =)

    its growing when its time i keep it down..
    temptations..
    now you can stop being my magic...
    i'd rather live in denial even if by any chance you know...
    please be somewhere near me..
    be my confidence...
    save your last dance for me..
    make me smile...
    i'm yearning to smile...
    even if i've smiled enough...
    i hope you know.find me.and i promise i wont live in denial again...
    zatie*ALLSMILES =)


    i can't go on without you..

    never thought i would need you..


    -
    that sounds so mushy..ee! :P

    **good luck to me for upcoming papers..!and to you too.. allsmiles!


    Lyy -* 5:46 PM
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    the east side breeds emo shits.. the west breeds geeks...
    -amNON.

    sorry amin. for the thingy on top. i find it cool. heehee!kinda cool and too cool. so, in 4a everyones talking about the prom nite..everyone was excited. i was kinda like dragged away by it too but i managed to knock my head against the wall and say: STUPID!O LEVEL IS NOT EVEN OVER..

    but my peeps and i have decided on dress. well..the mask thingy..i am not sure if i should make it a part of my prom nite..i put on specs for gods sake.or no. i could buy contacts..ala!but no money no talk.then my mum is so strongly against contact lens.. -_-

    so..my GREATEST wish would be doing very well for my O's and go to wherever i am destined to go. and my 2nd GREATEST wish is to have a very pretty and awesome night at SENTOSA in the later part of the year and i want to have my last dance with the SERENITY that rules the beach. i know it might be a day dream or something that will never happen but i hope HE up there will fulfill my wish..or rather..let me sound like a despo for a moment.. I'LL PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY.. =)

    its growing when its time i keep it down..
    temptations..
    now you can stop being my magic...
    i'd rather live in denial even if by any chance you know...
    please be somewhere near me..
    be my confidence...
    save your last dance for me..
    make me smile...
    i'm yearning to smile...
    even if i've smiled enough...
    i hope you know.find me.and i promise i wont live in denial again...
    zatie*ALLSMILES =)


    i can't go on without you..

    never thought i would need you..


    -
    that sounds so mushy..ee! :P

    **good luck to me for upcoming papers..!and to you too.. allsmiles!


    Lyy -* 5:46 PM
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    Wednesday, April 25, 2007

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    die la..havent do coursework..passingup this friday..one thing also havent touch..DIE!!!!haha.now in school..just a quick entry..well.i made people discover image chef..actually, all thanks to amin's blog..sorry amin.. =)


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    Lyy -* 9:30 AM
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    die la..havent do coursework..passingup this friday..one thing also havent touch..DIE!!!!haha.now in school..just a quick entry..well.i made people discover image chef..actually, all thanks to amin's blog..sorry amin.. =)


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    Lyy -* 9:30 AM
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    Sunday, April 22, 2007

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    Lyy -* 3:16 PM
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    Lyy -* 3:16 PM
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    thinking back, when i was in sec one i was 13 and farhan panda was 17. now i am 16 and he's 21!and he is GOD DAMN HAWT!!! saw him just now when i was walking home. he was walking towards the yew tee mrt and he was so smart looking..gosh..i love smart guys..he wore this maroon long sleeve shirt and like a man working in an insurance agency. gosh.he didnt change.but i did. i grow taller..nearly as tall as him but nah..hes taller.[sooooooo HAWT!!!]

    recently i was moody. i feel the 'vibe of the mood swings' - like hurricane taking over the city! maybe i've been bottling up my feelings so often that it added up to 99%. and the tiff in which i had 'brought upon myself' - thanks to DAD, it added up to 100% and yesterday, i blew off my top. whew! you dont wanna know what happened. my mood swing kept swinging till this morning. i wasnt myself.haha.but now i am!

    well, yes! nighthawk got 6th in position for sports day but but but...ATTAINED FIRST POSITION FOR CHEERING COMP..AGAIN!!!<3>*bling!bling!*

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    they hold the pride in
    their hands...salute!!

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    see ruz's face?she's DAMN TIRED..
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    found him. clicked him. XD
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    rudolph the green deer and phantom
    of the opera
    (nighthawk and jaguar
    mascot)

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    see these waterboys?they've got
    nothing better to do...
    (psst..hakim's the ringleader..) X)
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    this 'hatman' is busy typing scores
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    did i see something grey there?
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    2006-nighthawk...2007-nighthawk
    WAAA-LAAAH!
    <3<3<3
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    SEE THAT FLAG?SALUTE THAT
    FLAG!! =)

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    ~SMELL the crowd.. hehe!

    i think thats all..well, first paper's this coming friday..wish me luck! i'll wish you one. =))

    I LOVE BLUE!!!!!!!!!and you too.. =)***ALLSMILES~




    Lyy -* 1:58 PM
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    thinking back, when i was in sec one i was 13 and farhan panda was 17. now i am 16 and he's 21!and he is GOD DAMN HAWT!!! saw him just now when i was walking home. he was walking towards the yew tee mrt and he was so smart looking..gosh..i love smart guys..he wore this maroon long sleeve shirt and like a man working in an insurance agency. gosh.he didnt change.but i did. i grow taller..nearly as tall as him but nah..hes taller.[sooooooo HAWT!!!]

    recently i was moody. i feel the 'vibe of the mood swings' - like hurricane taking over the city! maybe i've been bottling up my feelings so often that it added up to 99%. and the tiff in which i had 'brought upon myself' - thanks to DAD, it added up to 100% and yesterday, i blew off my top. whew! you dont wanna know what happened. my mood swing kept swinging till this morning. i wasnt myself.haha.but now i am!

    well, yes! nighthawk got 6th in position for sports day but but but...ATTAINED FIRST POSITION FOR CHEERING COMP..AGAIN!!!<3>*bling!bling!*

    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket 1st
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket 1st
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket 3rd
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket 1st
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket 1st

    they hold the pride in
    their hands...salute!!

    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    see ruz's face?she's DAMN TIRED..
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    found him. clicked him. XD
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    rudolph the green deer and phantom
    of the opera
    (nighthawk and jaguar
    mascot)

    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    see these waterboys?they've got
    nothing better to do...
    (psst..hakim's the ringleader..) X)
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    this 'hatman' is busy typing scores
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    did i see something grey there?
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    2006-nighthawk...2007-nighthawk
    WAAA-LAAAH!
    <3<3<3
    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    SEE THAT FLAG?SALUTE THAT
    FLAG!! =)

    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    ~SMELL the crowd.. hehe!

    i think thats all..well, first paper's this coming friday..wish me luck! i'll wish you one. =))

    I LOVE BLUE!!!!!!!!!and you too.. =)***ALLSMILES~




    Lyy -* 1:58 PM
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    Monday, April 16, 2007

    earlier post wasnt to anyone in particular. i was just pissed.like for the second time in a row. but nevermind izzah.or fashiha. not for you all. well, hakim was really one something! he persuaded izzah to say sorry to me and izzah's like begging to me. i was like flustered la..its so public but its okay. the whole situation's now under control. come on la. i am not angry with any of you. my pissiness had subsided. =)

    well, miss foo's tragic accident really touched me. i was so sad la hearing her story. my whole class knew about the fire. because it happened directly before our eyes, on friday. we were at the physics lab which was across the kitchen and the fire, was damn big. miss chua was opening all the windows so wide and letting the smoke free. we didnt know as we were doing experiment till jenn shunn shouted,''eh! got fire!got fire!'' then standard la, everyone kaypoh got up and watched. mr foo was like ''okay, sit back on your places''. then, after school when i wanted to hand in coursework, mdm tan told me she went home to rest. one thing suddenly popped up in my mind stating maybe she's involved in the fire. and i heard she burnt her hands. now, the real story. mr foo told 4A just now. no pint hiding the story. we all saw it with our own eyes!

    miss foo's class was having fnn lesson beside the burning kitchen. suddenly, she heard commotion in which she made her way to another room to see what was going on. by then, 3F and miss chua was already like flustered and stood rooted to the floor not knowing what to do, shocked. miss foo then asked miss chua to evacuate everyone and turn off the gas pipes. still, the fire was raging. miss foo, thinking quickly,grabbed the fire extinguisher and aimed for the hot oil which had caught fire. so when something very very hot comes in contact with something very very cold, it will have a small explosion. that was what happened. she wanted to put out the fire but instead, the hot oil 'rained' on her face, neck, back and both hands. i freaked out upon hearing what happened. the class was so silent you could hear a paper drop. miss foo screamed la of course and she was brought to hafiz clinic and was sponged down. she thought she got lots of big blisters on the affected area and the doctor popped it all out so as to let the hot air trapped inside free. she thought she was okay.so did everyone. next day, her pain was excruciating that she cried. mr foo and miss foo then went to the hospital and found out it was a 2nd degree burnt. imagine that. i pitied her seh. and females greatest fear - SCARRING was first on her list. i feel so sad for her. like she's unmarried yet and have a bright future. -_-
    thats the pity part. the angry part was when 3F and 3A Fnn students were called out to tell them about miss foo's condition, 3F students- who were the culprit class, laughed instead of sympathising. when i heard that i felt like slapping their faces. so rude and not grateful! stupid people!!!so angry seh. she saved you all ready and yet you laughed at her..morons. eeessshh!!!so pissed! if you were me, you'll feel like kicking their faces till they bleed!!

    thats all. i will not be updating quite often due to mye preparations. so,anything email me aites? i'll miss BLUE.. =) and no one's knowing who.. and get well soon to miss foo!!! come back soon.



    Lyy -* 8:56 PM
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    earlier post wasnt to anyone in particular. i was just pissed.like for the second time in a row. but nevermind izzah.or fashiha. not for you all. well, hakim was really one something! he persuaded izzah to say sorry to me and izzah's like begging to me. i was like flustered la..its so public but its okay. the whole situation's now under control. come on la. i am not angry with any of you. my pissiness had subsided. =)

    well, miss foo's tragic accident really touched me. i was so sad la hearing her story. my whole class knew about the fire. because it happened directly before our eyes, on friday. we were at the physics lab which was across the kitchen and the fire, was damn big. miss chua was opening all the windows so wide and letting the smoke free. we didnt know as we were doing experiment till jenn shunn shouted,''eh! got fire!got fire!'' then standard la, everyone kaypoh got up and watched. mr foo was like ''okay, sit back on your places''. then, after school when i wanted to hand in coursework, mdm tan told me she went home to rest. one thing suddenly popped up in my mind stating maybe she's involved in the fire. and i heard she burnt her hands. now, the real story. mr foo told 4A just now. no pint hiding the story. we all saw it with our own eyes!

    miss foo's class was having fnn lesson beside the burning kitchen. suddenly, she heard commotion in which she made her way to another room to see what was going on. by then, 3F and miss chua was already like flustered and stood rooted to the floor not knowing what to do, shocked. miss foo then asked miss chua to evacuate everyone and turn off the gas pipes. still, the fire was raging. miss foo, thinking quickly,grabbed the fire extinguisher and aimed for the hot oil which had caught fire. so when something very very hot comes in contact with something very very cold, it will have a small explosion. that was what happened. she wanted to put out the fire but instead, the hot oil 'rained' on her face, neck, back and both hands. i freaked out upon hearing what happened. the class was so silent you could hear a paper drop. miss foo screamed la of course and she was brought to hafiz clinic and was sponged down. she thought she got lots of big blisters on the affected area and the doctor popped it all out so as to let the hot air trapped inside free. she thought she was okay.so did everyone. next day, her pain was excruciating that she cried. mr foo and miss foo then went to the hospital and found out it was a 2nd degree burnt. imagine that. i pitied her seh. and females greatest fear - SCARRING was first on her list. i feel so sad for her. like she's unmarried yet and have a bright future. -_-
    thats the pity part. the angry part was when 3F and 3A Fnn students were called out to tell them about miss foo's condition, 3F students- who were the culprit class, laughed instead of sympathising. when i heard that i felt like slapping their faces. so rude and not grateful! stupid people!!!so angry seh. she saved you all ready and yet you laughed at her..morons. eeessshh!!!so pissed! if you were me, you'll feel like kicking their faces till they bleed!!

    thats all. i will not be updating quite often due to mye preparations. so,anything email me aites? i'll miss BLUE.. =) and no one's knowing who.. and get well soon to miss foo!!! come back soon.



    Lyy -* 8:56 PM
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    personal note to ... :

    i seriously dislike what you did just now to me, indirectly. it's like doesnt mean i keep quiet, i am happy with all that had been happening around me, how people misbehave and act. its just that i dont have any say, or rather no right to. well, now i am really pissed off and sick to tolerate these things. please. i cant hold any longer. i have emotions, so stop being in your own world. as what i've said, when i am unhappy i wont say a word. cause i know i hold no grudges or what ever but things these days are really getting on my nerves that it's nerve wrecking! for instance just now, i was waiting for quite a moment for you all to come and i feel like an ass waiting and sitting on the ground like some homeless people. and i showed you my possessions but that doesnt mean that i am showing all of it to you. likewise for your matters, somethings are private and you wouldnt want people to peek or what ever onto it, right? so please.change. i am already feeling so left out but its fine for me but please la, you're all my friends but where's my sense of belonging lost to? i'm sick of this, sick of this and totally sick of this. okay then. made my decisions. no point telling you all these when you kept doing these. one word, thanks. another sentence - not all people like it when you do that to them. i feel like shit. ok.i;ve never used such words since i dont know how long but i feel like blowing my top. i couldnt cause i am not that sort of person. even so, i have been so patient eventhough i feel so lost with all of you. nevermind, its fine. i'm just being ridiculous.


    Lyy -* 8:24 PM
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    personal note to ... :

    i seriously dislike what you did just now to me, indirectly. it's like doesnt mean i keep quiet, i am happy with all that had been happening around me, how people misbehave and act. its just that i dont have any say, or rather no right to. well, now i am really pissed off and sick to tolerate these things. please. i cant hold any longer. i have emotions, so stop being in your own world. as what i've said, when i am unhappy i wont say a word. cause i know i hold no grudges or what ever but things these days are really getting on my nerves that it's nerve wrecking! for instance just now, i was waiting for quite a moment for you all to come and i feel like an ass waiting and sitting on the ground like some homeless people. and i showed you my possessions but that doesnt mean that i am showing all of it to you. likewise for your matters, somethings are private and you wouldnt want people to peek or what ever onto it, right? so please.change. i am already feeling so left out but its fine for me but please la, you're all my friends but where's my sense of belonging lost to? i'm sick of this, sick of this and totally sick of this. okay then. made my decisions. no point telling you all these when you kept doing these. one word, thanks. another sentence - not all people like it when you do that to them. i feel like shit. ok.i;ve never used such words since i dont know how long but i feel like blowing my top. i couldnt cause i am not that sort of person. even so, i have been so patient eventhough i feel so lost with all of you. nevermind, its fine. i'm just being ridiculous.


    Lyy -* 8:24 PM
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    Saturday, April 14, 2007

    guess what. i've never been soooooo pissed off with someone in ncc till today and at that moment of time i feel like i should just pull her hair and slap her face. but nah. i am not that kind of girl. i'm too kind to do that..even though deep inside i would~in my dreams... this was what happened even though i dont wish to rake up what had happened..TO ME. some part Ds played tricks on the part C's during their attachment just now but i wasnt really involved. one word. congrats as they passed their 'test' though. then, kimO went to hide the part C attendance file. i knew about the whole prank but i kept quiet.come on la, i know i've got a boring face but i have a life lahhh...i want to join in the fun too!okok..then, during the part b training i was there to TCS with those who reported sick.before that i was involved in the 'kidnappings' which were part of the 'test'. during the 'kidnapping' thingy lina and i sat near the admin files.but didnt touch anything.[psst..i got no itchy fingers] then during the time i was with my part b's after that, someONE confronted me and asked me about the files.part c some more. then i say la i didnt see any files. then someONE raised someONE's voice at me and i got pissed, i slammed her with my you-dont-wanna-hear words and someONE just turned someONE's back on me and walked off.i was soooo damn pissed by the rudeness and attitude that i scolded her like shit behind her back. sorry for using 'shit'. couldnt help it. i was pissed.what to do? then, ami saw and went off to talk to the admin. i didnt know anything too until the whole thing was over.gossh.. then, my mood was back to normal after i beat kimO up after that someONE was gone. haha..sorry deh. you're her beloved bro what..cant help it..revenge..heehee! but at the end of the training, someONE said sorry to me..and fashiha too. fashiha wasnt to be blamed. and seriously, i am not the type who holds grudges. forgive n forget is my motto in life. yea..i DO forgive that someONE and giving her advice. but still, i dont really feel satisfied.all of people, me.ME???why not blame lina or something? what?seriously.. do you hold ANY GRUDGES against me in life?well, suits you. what for am i going to give a great damn about people who is soo not important to me?gedeboosh betol! really seh! ---then then then i went to part a as they're short of man power.so fun!!!so cute that i feel like pinching them!!heehee!! part c..some of them..no.most of them did a great job. however, their mistakes made me fear of how am i and the other going to leave the part a and b to them when their mistakes are like..elephants?nevermind la..good try anyway. and serenity enveloped the whole school..what do you think? i was allsmiles.. =D ruz tried to find but to no avail.even if she found it, i wouldnt tell her...BLUUEAKK!!!hahaha!! its so cool la! after ncc, went to kfc to grab a brunch. nicenice..bumped into my mum and sis and bro..notnicenotnice..haha! joking..then, went off to roam around lot 1 till like..4 there before going home..nice trip..i felt like a tootoo..and i was damn happy..i was on cloud 11..not 9..heehee!!i love today..eventhough i didnt get to go for kak yati's carnival at christ church sec..sorry kk? tonight i mean just now, thought if going to syarahan at the yew tee cc there but everyone was lazy and tired..so..we missed it..damn. thenthenthen...tomorrow got tution..12 nn..SIGH..so tired..still have to train for my 4x1 tomorrow evening and study for mye cause i havent been studying well enough.. nur izzati liyana!jia you!!


    Lyy -* 9:07 PM
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    guess what. i've never been soooooo pissed off with someone in ncc till today and at that moment of time i feel like i should just pull her hair and slap her face. but nah. i am not that kind of girl. i'm too kind to do that..even though deep inside i would~in my dreams... this was what happened even though i dont wish to rake up what had happened..TO ME. some part Ds played tricks on the part C's during their attachment just now but i wasnt really involved. one word. congrats as they passed their 'test' though. then, kimO went to hide the part C attendance file. i knew about the whole prank but i kept quiet.come on la, i know i've got a boring face but i have a life lahhh...i want to join in the fun too!okok..then, during the part b training i was there to TCS with those who reported sick.before that i was involved in the 'kidnappings' which were part of the 'test'. during the 'kidnapping' thingy lina and i sat near the admin files.but didnt touch anything.[psst..i got no itchy fingers] then during the time i was with my part b's after that, someONE confronted me and asked me about the files.part c some more. then i say la i didnt see any files. then someONE raised someONE's voice at me and i got pissed, i slammed her with my you-dont-wanna-hear words and someONE just turned someONE's back on me and walked off.i was soooo damn pissed by the rudeness and attitude that i scolded her like shit behind her back. sorry for using 'shit'. couldnt help it. i was pissed.what to do? then, ami saw and went off to talk to the admin. i didnt know anything too until the whole thing was over.gossh.. then, my mood was back to normal after i beat kimO up after that someONE was gone. haha..sorry deh. you're her beloved bro what..cant help it..revenge..heehee! but at the end of the training, someONE said sorry to me..and fashiha too. fashiha wasnt to be blamed. and seriously, i am not the type who holds grudges. forgive n forget is my motto in life. yea..i DO forgive that someONE and giving her advice. but still, i dont really feel satisfied.all of people, me.ME???why not blame lina or something? what?seriously.. do you hold ANY GRUDGES against me in life?well, suits you. what for am i going to give a great damn about people who is soo not important to me?gedeboosh betol! really seh! ---then then then i went to part a as they're short of man power.so fun!!!so cute that i feel like pinching them!!heehee!! part c..some of them..no.most of them did a great job. however, their mistakes made me fear of how am i and the other going to leave the part a and b to them when their mistakes are like..elephants?nevermind la..good try anyway. and serenity enveloped the whole school..what do you think? i was allsmiles.. =D ruz tried to find but to no avail.even if she found it, i wouldnt tell her...BLUUEAKK!!!hahaha!! its so cool la! after ncc, went to kfc to grab a brunch. nicenice..bumped into my mum and sis and bro..notnicenotnice..haha! joking..then, went off to roam around lot 1 till like..4 there before going home..nice trip..i felt like a tootoo..and i was damn happy..i was on cloud 11..not 9..heehee!!i love today..eventhough i didnt get to go for kak yati's carnival at christ church sec..sorry kk? tonight i mean just now, thought if going to syarahan at the yew tee cc there but everyone was lazy and tired..so..we missed it..damn. thenthenthen...tomorrow got tution..12 nn..SIGH..so tired..still have to train for my 4x1 tomorrow evening and study for mye cause i havent been studying well enough.. nur izzati liyana!jia you!!


    Lyy -* 9:07 PM
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    Thursday, April 12, 2007

    yeah! yeah! yeah!

    i am DAMN happy..!!at last, after working in the pressure room, with the fan not on and my armpits sweating [i know its sounds disgusting.. XD] but hoohhoooo!!!i did it!! from 13 pages of research to 18 pages of research PLUS development..all in like 2h 54 min... i did it! i did it! i did it! YEAH!!!!!

    so now i can sleep in peace.. heehee!!english do tomorrow in school only la.. i am perspiring like i dunno wad. and woohoo for kss band..they got silver.cheers. but i still pity my sis who cried till her eyes were swollen...alah..all the way la..okies?woohoo!!

    FNN coursework = HARDWORK AND SWEAT = TIRED = LAST MINUTE = KIAMCHAI-FICATION = AT LAST, DONE-DED.woohoo.zatie rox! XD



    Lyy -* 11:51 PM
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    yeah! yeah! yeah!

    i am DAMN happy..!!at last, after working in the pressure room, with the fan not on and my armpits sweating [i know its sounds disgusting.. XD] but hoohhoooo!!!i did it!! from 13 pages of research to 18 pages of research PLUS development..all in like 2h 54 min... i did it! i did it! i did it! YEAH!!!!!

    so now i can sleep in peace.. heehee!!english do tomorrow in school only la.. i am perspiring like i dunno wad. and woohoo for kss band..they got silver.cheers. but i still pity my sis who cried till her eyes were swollen...alah..all the way la..okies?woohoo!!

    FNN coursework = HARDWORK AND SWEAT = TIRED = LAST MINUTE = KIAMCHAI-FICATION = AT LAST, DONE-DED.woohoo.zatie rox! XD



    Lyy -* 11:51 PM
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    hey there. my morning was shitty. 4A area was like invaded by thousands of ants which bite. and due to this unexpected situation, i was forced to sit behind but it was still ants infected though. during national anthem, one stupid ant crawled up my leg and so i had to bend down to send it to heaven. and i suffered from bites too. i kept scratching like a toot.

    one thing that broke my history record - i failed chem common test paper by 2 marks..waddha? andrey got like 17 and he was showing off by saying ''aiya, i got 17 only''. then amirah got pissed at him. hahah!AT LAST!i've always wondered how faiza and ami can stand him. i always snap at him. well, i am impatience dealing with talkative people. sorry deh.

    CE was exceptionally fun with a spray of boringness in the air. haha. we were like pressurized just because of the freaking international friendship day thingy. my group were like scolding each other to draw faster as we lacked of time. it was so cute la. we had to do on culture and festivals. and my drawing sucks.come one la,i havent had a chance to draw since last year!

    school bell rung and i headed staright home. told myself no time to waste but ironically when i reached my front door, i realised i didnt bring my keys and my mum was not at home. so i waited fifteen minutes for her, going to the minimart, buying ice cream and siew mai. and going up and down abruptly.haha!i felt like a mad woman. then, after i got into my house, first destination that was calling me was my bed..MY AWESOME bed. had a nap. actually plan to sleep for an hour but ended up waking up at 6pm.sheesh! so now, i will have my butt glued to the chair, doing my coursework, modifying research and finishing my development all in like about a few hours before 11pm because tomorrow's the dateline. darn.









    Lyy -* 7:56 PM
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    hey there. my morning was shitty. 4A area was like invaded by thousands of ants which bite. and due to this unexpected situation, i was forced to sit behind but it was still ants infected though. during national anthem, one stupid ant crawled up my leg and so i had to bend down to send it to heaven. and i suffered from bites too. i kept scratching like a toot.

    one thing that broke my history record - i failed chem common test paper by 2 marks..waddha? andrey got like 17 and he was showing off by saying ''aiya, i got 17 only''. then amirah got pissed at him. hahah!AT LAST!i've always wondered how faiza and ami can stand him. i always snap at him. well, i am impatience dealing with talkative people. sorry deh.

    CE was exceptionally fun with a spray of boringness in the air. haha. we were like pressurized just because of the freaking international friendship day thingy. my group were like scolding each other to draw faster as we lacked of time. it was so cute la. we had to do on culture and festivals. and my drawing sucks.come one la,i havent had a chance to draw since last year!

    school bell rung and i headed staright home. told myself no time to waste but ironically when i reached my front door, i realised i didnt bring my keys and my mum was not at home. so i waited fifteen minutes for her, going to the minimart, buying ice cream and siew mai. and going up and down abruptly.haha!i felt like a mad woman. then, after i got into my house, first destination that was calling me was my bed..MY AWESOME bed. had a nap. actually plan to sleep for an hour but ended up waking up at 6pm.sheesh! so now, i will have my butt glued to the chair, doing my coursework, modifying research and finishing my development all in like about a few hours before 11pm because tomorrow's the dateline. darn.









    Lyy -* 7:56 PM
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    Tuesday, April 10, 2007

    just a short one here. i found this while reading. then, i suddenly thought about the conflicts that were inevitable. so, here it goes and positively, i want to remind all even if i am not involve. we're 16.

    SORRY ATTEMPTS

    ''an apology, it has been said, is the super glue of life.it can repair just about everything. but to mend a rift or to heal bruised feelings, you have to say sorry properly. remember the 3Rs - regret, responsibility,remedy. these important aspects are the key to repair your friendship or relationships. playing apart, the other party will have to learn to be more forgiving and accept the other party's apology and thus, lead a new life, not repeating the old mistakes again.'' - i summarised the paragraph to this short for people's convenient. =)

    basically, i am siding no one but this entry is just a point of view that i think in someways will help the others in need. izzati -- GOOD INTENTION ALWAYS. haha!!but seriously, i think i am a good person. [dont deny it.. X)]


    Lyy -* 9:43 PM
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    just a short one here. i found this while reading. then, i suddenly thought about the conflicts that were inevitable. so, here it goes and positively, i want to remind all even if i am not involve. we're 16.

    SORRY ATTEMPTS

    ''an apology, it has been said, is the super glue of life.it can repair just about everything. but to mend a rift or to heal bruised feelings, you have to say sorry properly. remember the 3Rs - regret, responsibility,remedy. these important aspects are the key to repair your friendship or relationships. playing apart, the other party will have to learn to be more forgiving and accept the other party's apology and thus, lead a new life, not repeating the old mistakes again.'' - i summarised the paragraph to this short for people's convenient. =)

    basically, i am siding no one but this entry is just a point of view that i think in someways will help the others in need. izzati -- GOOD INTENTION ALWAYS. haha!!but seriously, i think i am a good person. [dont deny it.. X)]


    Lyy -* 9:43 PM
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    it rained heavily today when me, shida and ruz accompanied me back to my house and at the back of our minds we're thinking like what if we reached there and mr kong says its cancelled? then i told ruz openly at the 307 bus stop that if it was to be cancelled, i would scream at mr kong. hahah.x) luckily god listens to my prayers.it stopped.
    well, it all went pretty well. i ran four rounds and pasted the stickers on hamirul's shirt, poking him unpurposely.sorry deh. at first, i was searching for amiro coz i know she might be alone.running. then, we all cheered for nighthawk juniors as they ran past.but that was not the best thing. the best best best thing was during the run itself. ~ -_- no need to ask why.bleeehh.
    so, my pants went wet that i have to not change to skirt just to air it!! i guess i perspire more at the lower body than the upper part.
    overall, i had fun.so much fun.even though the fun was not really fun. tell you what. I WAS ALLSMILES today. how i wish i could upload every single memories in the comp. =)

    now, the critical moment. EXAMS!!!! EXAMS!EXAMS!!!!two more weeks.and there's like 7 HUGE subjects.well, i cant possibly bid farewell to better future cant i? i've been scoring badly for all subjects and now, i am going to face with the MOTHER OF ALL PAPERS. i'm trying to mug hard here. what mr foo said knocked some sense to me. i've been slacking the whole term and its time i stand up on my feet again.gosh. i feel the tenseness.and its overpowering.with a partial feeling of hungry. haha!guess i have to eat my dinner now!i missed my lunch and dinner yesterday and i suffered this morning. my seldom routine. haha.torturing myself but i swear i dont go on dieting like aneroxics. just that sometimes i am just lazy or short term memo.[i forgot to take my meals at times] =D

    okies.that's that. MUG HARD PEOPLE!!we're going to the pinnacle soon. cant wait, even my mind's still buntu about the choices i have to make.arhhh!!i need my peace!


    Lyy -* 8:46 PM
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    it rained heavily today when me, shida and ruz accompanied me back to my house and at the back of our minds we're thinking like what if we reached there and mr kong says its cancelled? then i told ruz openly at the 307 bus stop that if it was to be cancelled, i would scream at mr kong. hahah.x) luckily god listens to my prayers.it stopped.
    well, it all went pretty well. i ran four rounds and pasted the stickers on hamirul's shirt, poking him unpurposely.sorry deh. at first, i was searching for amiro coz i know she might be alone.running. then, we all cheered for nighthawk juniors as they ran past.but that was not the best thing. the best best best thing was during the run itself. ~ -_- no need to ask why.bleeehh.
    so, my pants went wet that i have to not change to skirt just to air it!! i guess i perspire more at the lower body than the upper part.
    overall, i had fun.so much fun.even though the fun was not really fun. tell you what. I WAS ALLSMILES today. how i wish i could upload every single memories in the comp. =)

    now, the critical moment. EXAMS!!!! EXAMS!EXAMS!!!!two more weeks.and there's like 7 HUGE subjects.well, i cant possibly bid farewell to better future cant i? i've been scoring badly for all subjects and now, i am going to face with the MOTHER OF ALL PAPERS. i'm trying to mug hard here. what mr foo said knocked some sense to me. i've been slacking the whole term and its time i stand up on my feet again.gosh. i feel the tenseness.and its overpowering.with a partial feeling of hungry. haha!guess i have to eat my dinner now!i missed my lunch and dinner yesterday and i suffered this morning. my seldom routine. haha.torturing myself but i swear i dont go on dieting like aneroxics. just that sometimes i am just lazy or short term memo.[i forgot to take my meals at times] =D

    okies.that's that. MUG HARD PEOPLE!!we're going to the pinnacle soon. cant wait, even my mind's still buntu about the choices i have to make.arhhh!!i need my peace!


    Lyy -* 8:46 PM
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    Sunday, April 8, 2007

    hey. there.
    i'm over the rainbow, going pink.teehee.okay.that was random. i feel so wa-lah today.eventhough i did nothing,spent time on nothing and stuffs. i was just BLOODY happy. i had lontong for lunch and dinner. my appetite was huge so suddenly. i reminisced so much these days and yeah, thats the reason i'm smiling almost all the time. heeheeeeeee!!~sigh. i love myself.so much.

    oh ya!!yesterday night i was online when amin IM-ed me to visit his blog. and i was jolted out from my reality when he said he sang. so i was thinking how would it be. i mean its okay la.he did the best he could, you see. he even videotaped and asked me to drop a comment!wow.this guy arh..really man. salute the xbandee.i went to his blog and watched the three videos. it was superb even though the fall out boy song went out of tune at the last part.like, yes i agree with him. its hard to reach high notes for guys. he was bending and swung his mic left and right to get to the right tone. the Bon Jovi song and the other song was alright.nice for a try i should say.GOOD JOB, amin!!*applause* practice makes perfect. maybe one day, you will be more proffesional than me.hey,this is no critisisicm. i mean it eh.

    right. now there are two things mingling in my mind. and i seriously dont want to think about this first. my peeps and part b. i know i have to go on and everyone has to leave and move on. but i worry for myself.i take time to adapt.thats why i hate being a muddleheaded sec 4 who is blur like a sotong and slow like a snail!!!nvm.i planned alot too.all in advance. we [my peeps and i] had it all thought over.we're going to celebrate our birthdays in december.maybe we're renting chalet?I HOPE!! then for my part B's, i planned to but them small tokens cause parting with them reminded me the time we parted with xiang rong and khaliesah.we gave them a card. oh, sweet memos. i'm not hoping for anything but just appreciation and a mere thank you from them.maybe a lunch? nah. its too time constraining. then for part d's some of us plan to go out for a movie after pop.looking forward to.

    frankly speaking, I'M NOT A GOODBYE PERSON, I HAVE A SOFT HEART, I AM SENTIMENTAL, I HATE PARTING, I AM AN APPRECIATOR, I LOVE MY SURROUNDINGS/PEOPLE SO MUCH!!
    *******i guess that would do it for now. imagine that i am shouting across the ocean and straight to heaven and let god hear it. and that moment of time, i hope HE sympathizes on me. *SMILEs

    [[i cant part with the enjoyous moment with SERENITY]]]


    Lyy -* 9:16 PM
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    hey. there.
    i'm over the rainbow, going pink.teehee.okay.that was random. i feel so wa-lah today.eventhough i did nothing,spent time on nothing and stuffs. i was just BLOODY happy. i had lontong for lunch and dinner. my appetite was huge so suddenly. i reminisced so much these days and yeah, thats the reason i'm smiling almost all the time. heeheeeeeee!!~sigh. i love myself.so much.

    oh ya!!yesterday night i was online when amin IM-ed me to visit his blog. and i was jolted out from my reality when he said he sang. so i was thinking how would it be. i mean its okay la.he did the best he could, you see. he even videotaped and asked me to drop a comment!wow.this guy arh..really man. salute the xbandee.i went to his blog and watched the three videos. it was superb even though the fall out boy song went out of tune at the last part.like, yes i agree with him. its hard to reach high notes for guys. he was bending and swung his mic left and right to get to the right tone. the Bon Jovi song and the other song was alright.nice for a try i should say.GOOD JOB, amin!!*applause* practice makes perfect. maybe one day, you will be more proffesional than me.hey,this is no critisisicm. i mean it eh.

    right. now there are two things mingling in my mind. and i seriously dont want to think about this first. my peeps and part b. i know i have to go on and everyone has to leave and move on. but i worry for myself.i take time to adapt.thats why i hate being a muddleheaded sec 4 who is blur like a sotong and slow like a snail!!!nvm.i planned alot too.all in advance. we [my peeps and i] had it all thought over.we're going to celebrate our birthdays in december.maybe we're renting chalet?I HOPE!! then for my part B's, i planned to but them small tokens cause parting with them reminded me the time we parted with xiang rong and khaliesah.we gave them a card. oh, sweet memos. i'm not hoping for anything but just appreciation and a mere thank you from them.maybe a lunch? nah. its too time constraining. then for part d's some of us plan to go out for a movie after pop.looking forward to.

    frankly speaking, I'M NOT A GOODBYE PERSON, I HAVE A SOFT HEART, I AM SENTIMENTAL, I HATE PARTING, I AM AN APPRECIATOR, I LOVE MY SURROUNDINGS/PEOPLE SO MUCH!!
    *******i guess that would do it for now. imagine that i am shouting across the ocean and straight to heaven and let god hear it. and that moment of time, i hope HE sympathizes on me. *SMILEs

    [[i cant part with the enjoyous moment with SERENITY]]]


    Lyy -* 9:16 PM
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    Zestful Amorous Temptress Imparting Embraces


    Get Your Sexy Name




    i love me..MUACKZ!!<33


    Lyy -* 6:20 PM
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    Zestful Amorous Temptress Imparting Embraces


    Get Your Sexy Name




    i love me..MUACKZ!!<33


    Lyy -* 6:20 PM
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    Saturday, April 7, 2007

    hey to the ho!haha!today's saturday but not like the usual days. i swear. i was all smiles, like wise, my initial, ALLSMILES!heehee. if shida's to read, she would know why. =)

    today went as per normal. i interacted alot with the part b girls. we laughed and we joked and we shared our experiences. its so unlike me to be socialize with people but hey!its an improvement alright! seriously, i didnt feel glum like other days due to the non-present SERENITY in the air. i totally had fun today with footdrill and also, armsdrill.armsdrill!!!--enjoyed it the most!!hahah. because i felt the satisfaction as they managed to get the 'flippings' and 'tappings' right at last..all thanks to my hardwork ohkays and also because of SERENITY!!!it showed itself. and i was wow-ing in my head and i grinned.heehee. the girls thought i was out of my mind but no!of course.izzati what! (haha!)but i am soo sad too la. shi hong said that its our last training with the cadets next week. I AM GOING TO CRY MY EYES OUT!!!!!(i admit..i am sentimental.crybaby you could say!) i love my part b's soooooo the much that i cant bear to part with them no matter how they hate me!(if they do la..i didnt say i WAS hated) ;( ok.now the vitamin c songs flooding back to my mind..omigawd.

    wahh!!!i love today so much. last friday was not bad either. i stayed back to take a breeze with haishah and we laughed and tell stories..(not really gossip la) near the link building at block 504 there. some teckwhye-ans also sesat there but nah..we dont give a damn. then went back to school and straight to the library. i read my reader's digest while haishah surfed blogs. then, hell yeah. suddenly the whole place turned blue and warm breezes started strolling into the library.SERENITY. quickly, i rushed back down to the 1st floor and sat there like a mad woman.heehee.

    serenity...

    then went home and took beret for amalina as she's forgotten to bring hers.then rushed to limbang to buy roti john for ibu. then on the way home, i saw hadi, my old mate and his friend. didnt say hi and i just walked la.then his friend called out to me.

    ''izzati''
    i turned around and said ''yarr''
    ''name kau izzati eh?''
    ''yar so?''
    ''ni hadi''(pointed to hadi)''die nak kate hi''(then hadi bit him up)

    imagine a blur sotong like me. i stood there and i frowned.and hell yeah.i walked off.he said bye.SO LAME!!!!!!!!!!!
    okies la.i am so happy that now, i am going to reminisce all the moments which i was serenitized by SERENITY . bbye!


    Lyy -* 6:41 PM
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    hey to the ho!haha!today's saturday but not like the usual days. i swear. i was all smiles, like wise, my initial, ALLSMILES!heehee. if shida's to read, she would know why. =)

    today went as per normal. i interacted alot with the part b girls. we laughed and we joked and we shared our experiences. its so unlike me to be socialize with people but hey!its an improvement alright! seriously, i didnt feel glum like other days due to the non-present SERENITY in the air. i totally had fun today with footdrill and also, armsdrill.armsdrill!!!--enjoyed it the most!!hahah. because i felt the satisfaction as they managed to get the 'flippings' and 'tappings' right at last..all thanks to my hardwork ohkays and also because of SERENITY!!!it showed itself. and i was wow-ing in my head and i grinned.heehee. the girls thought i was out of my mind but no!of course.izzati what! (haha!)but i am soo sad too la. shi hong said that its our last training with the cadets next week. I AM GOING TO CRY MY EYES OUT!!!!!(i admit..i am sentimental.crybaby you could say!) i love my part b's soooooo the much that i cant bear to part with them no matter how they hate me!(if they do la..i didnt say i WAS hated) ;( ok.now the vitamin c songs flooding back to my mind..omigawd.

    wahh!!!i love today so much. last friday was not bad either. i stayed back to take a breeze with haishah and we laughed and tell stories..(not really gossip la) near the link building at block 504 there. some teckwhye-ans also sesat there but nah..we dont give a damn. then went back to school and straight to the library. i read my reader's digest while haishah surfed blogs. then, hell yeah. suddenly the whole place turned blue and warm breezes started strolling into the library.SERENITY. quickly, i rushed back down to the 1st floor and sat there like a mad woman.heehee.

    serenity...

    then went home and took beret for amalina as she's forgotten to bring hers.then rushed to limbang to buy roti john for ibu. then on the way home, i saw hadi, my old mate and his friend. didnt say hi and i just walked la.then his friend called out to me.

    ''izzati''
    i turned around and said ''yarr''
    ''name kau izzati eh?''
    ''yar so?''
    ''ni hadi''(pointed to hadi)''die nak kate hi''(then hadi bit him up)

    imagine a blur sotong like me. i stood there and i frowned.and hell yeah.i walked off.he said bye.SO LAME!!!!!!!!!!!
    okies la.i am so happy that now, i am going to reminisce all the moments which i was serenitized by SERENITY . bbye!


    Lyy -* 6:41 PM
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    Wednesday, April 4, 2007

    one question first. wad happened to my taggy!!!??

    went to visit my blog and it was like ''FORBIDDEN 403 CANNOT OPEN FILE'' toottoot seh!

    ok.so today, the first half of it was okay.i mean i was making myself enjoy the SERENITY butafter recess the body immune system was like in declining state. i first felt it during the assemblling period in the parade square but i thought it was just a minor feeling of nausea and thangs you see. then maths period, it got worse and i couldnt help but to slouch. felt like crying (yea..crybaby..) but in the end told mr foo i needed the sick bay. i missed el and hml period. i am so sorry la. the whole body just felt weak..and so weak. thncs to faiza for bringing me down and staying with me for about 5 minutes?=) i was lying on the bed for the three periods, slept for about 15 minutes coz the pain was exaggerating. both nausea and diarrhoea. and oops la. i didnt tell the doc i had runs so i didnt have the medicines.and i suffered.geez. all thncs to my stupidity. and i missed my physics IP.

    then,when its like 2.15 already, i thought of going home but god forbade me.it rained heavily.so i was stuck in school and i waited for my peeps as usual at the usual place before setting off to canteen to grab something hot. i ended up buying peach apple juice and mash potato. i finished up the cold juice and ate a quarter of the mash potato. then, the pain was overpowering and sticking to me like glue. so, with no mood intact to me, i went home feeling down suddenly. at that point i really wished there's someone to carry my bag for me. and someone to fly me home. =) i am DYING to get well. tomorrow's not going for PE.cant exercise for a week or two if my condition deteoriates. and my five stations will be dragged on!!!!whadda..?

    fnn-the homework she gave was so much!i didnt have the chance to do the prelim exam papers!and fnn coursework, my development is still not done.doink. hml- i forgot to ask faza my buku kerja. el- danial was unseenable.so i went home.i was feeling down anyway. I AM SICK. like duh.

    okay la.i think i really need a good night sleep. and oh no....i am dreading every moment i have with medicines!! since young..I JUST HATE MEDICINES and after the fever and diarrhoea and stuffs, I HATE FISHBALL AND ALL OTHER ROUND THINGS THAT GREEN AND EDIBLE!!!! oh gosh. i think thats all. i dont want to dream about fishball later..so bbye


    Lyy -* 9:35 PM
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    one question first. wad happened to my taggy!!!??

    went to visit my blog and it was like ''FORBIDDEN 403 CANNOT OPEN FILE'' toottoot seh!

    ok.so today, the first half of it was okay.i mean i was making myself enjoy the SERENITY butafter recess the body immune system was like in declining state. i first felt it during the assemblling period in the parade square but i thought it was just a minor feeling of nausea and thangs you see. then maths period, it got worse and i couldnt help but to slouch. felt like crying (yea..crybaby..) but in the end told mr foo i needed the sick bay. i missed el and hml period. i am so sorry la. the whole body just felt weak..and so weak. thncs to faiza for bringing me down and staying with me for about 5 minutes?=) i was lying on the bed for the three periods, slept for about 15 minutes coz the pain was exaggerating. both nausea and diarrhoea. and oops la. i didnt tell the doc i had runs so i didnt have the medicines.and i suffered.geez. all thncs to my stupidity. and i missed my physics IP.

    then,when its like 2.15 already, i thought of going home but god forbade me.it rained heavily.so i was stuck in school and i waited for my peeps as usual at the usual place before setting off to canteen to grab something hot. i ended up buying peach apple juice and mash potato. i finished up the cold juice and ate a quarter of the mash potato. then, the pain was overpowering and sticking to me like glue. so, with no mood intact to me, i went home feeling down suddenly. at that point i really wished there's someone to carry my bag for me. and someone to fly me home. =) i am DYING to get well. tomorrow's not going for PE.cant exercise for a week or two if my condition deteoriates. and my five stations will be dragged on!!!!whadda..?

    fnn-the homework she gave was so much!i didnt have the chance to do the prelim exam papers!and fnn coursework, my development is still not done.doink. hml- i forgot to ask faza my buku kerja. el- danial was unseenable.so i went home.i was feeling down anyway. I AM SICK. like duh.

    okay la.i think i really need a good night sleep. and oh no....i am dreading every moment i have with medicines!! since young..I JUST HATE MEDICINES and after the fever and diarrhoea and stuffs, I HATE FISHBALL AND ALL OTHER ROUND THINGS THAT GREEN AND EDIBLE!!!! oh gosh. i think thats all. i dont want to dream about fishball later..so bbye


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