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    Saturday, March 31, 2007

    so..somehow, serenity was revealed partially and i hope it will remain as it is. today went off early from NCC due to my triple date with chong hui, khalis and chun yang. but chun yang couldnt make it..so it became double date! it was all about maths. and imagine i was like having frostbites because of the coldness in the library!! me and khalis were like rubbing our hands against our another hand for every, say..15 minutes? and the funniest part was when i was doing maths, my stomach gave a loud growl and chong hui glared at me..hahah!it was funny la..like phulease!i didnt have my lunch ohkays? today, khalis revealed his true colors.

    i see your true colours...

    haha!!love that song!so cute.so yes.. both khalis's and chong hui's ears were plugged in with mp3 and they gradually talk so loud like DEAF people..i was like~ohkays.hah.so loud. and khalis actually kind of bullied chong hui..its so funny la!never see that in class before and i was staring at them and laughing at their lameshits..actually no. lame striking sentences. then me and chong hui went for lunch at causeway while asking khalis to take care of our stuffs. 45 min later, went home.lucky me!!it then ran heavily.pity that two guys without umbrellas!

    I LOVE YESTERDAY!!    it was totally a hide and seek day..haha!! i had mood swings after school and when shida all went to the prize giving day clapping rehearsal, i glued myself to the chair and studied phy and chem. even so, there's one thing on my mind. i was too restless and so i wrote on my palm ~ where is my serenity?haha!about an hour later, the whole place was suddenly filled with the calmness and peace that i was waiting for...but its irony. i went high instead. =) was then added to my previous question.* she knows it all about it.*
    ruz and me acted like disgusting 6 yr old kiddos with our yanyan biscuits.hahah!i brought strawberries and she, choc flavours.so fun. i had a hard time confessing to shida abt something..and we had a great time laughing at my stupid behaviour..hahah!!then i went home with a big grin la of course. then on the lift button, i pressed 6 - my floor and its was sush a coincident that the woman who took the same lift pressed no. 7 and the man behind her pressed 8. it was like cool~ 6 7 8.haha!okay zatie..lame.i knoe.

    faz told me previously that one of her entries was KENJI-fied. so today i went to her blog and save all kenji's pix and i went to the link she gave me and i saved all the pix!!hotness..i was screaming like hell!!hahaha!!i was having a kenji fever at that point of time!i was so happy!too happy to retaliate.hahahaha!!thnkies cuzzie..and i love kenji..and omigawd!i was shocked to know he;s got an album.i want it..SO MUCH. get me one leh..hahaha!joking la.i will get it myself.

    okies la..thats all i guess. and i had fun doing maths today.thnc for asking me out too-to K AND CH.

    Lyy -* 6:45 PM
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    so..somehow, serenity was revealed partially and i hope it will remain as it is. today went off early from NCC due to my triple date with chong hui, khalis and chun yang. but chun yang couldnt make it..so it became double date! it was all about maths. and imagine i was like having frostbites because of the coldness in the library!! me and khalis were like rubbing our hands against our another hand for every, say..15 minutes? and the funniest part was when i was doing maths, my stomach gave a loud growl and chong hui glared at me..hahah!it was funny la..like phulease!i didnt have my lunch ohkays? today, khalis revealed his true colors.

    i see your true colours...

    haha!!love that song!so cute.so yes.. both khalis's and chong hui's ears were plugged in with mp3 and they gradually talk so loud like DEAF people..i was like~ohkays.hah.so loud. and khalis actually kind of bullied chong hui..its so funny la!never see that in class before and i was staring at them and laughing at their lameshits..actually no. lame striking sentences. then me and chong hui went for lunch at causeway while asking khalis to take care of our stuffs. 45 min later, went home.lucky me!!it then ran heavily.pity that two guys without umbrellas!

    I LOVE YESTERDAY!!    it was totally a hide and seek day..haha!! i had mood swings after school and when shida all went to the prize giving day clapping rehearsal, i glued myself to the chair and studied phy and chem. even so, there's one thing on my mind. i was too restless and so i wrote on my palm ~ where is my serenity?haha!about an hour later, the whole place was suddenly filled with the calmness and peace that i was waiting for...but its irony. i went high instead. =) was then added to my previous question.* she knows it all about it.*
    ruz and me acted like disgusting 6 yr old kiddos with our yanyan biscuits.hahah!i brought strawberries and she, choc flavours.so fun. i had a hard time confessing to shida abt something..and we had a great time laughing at my stupid behaviour..hahah!!then i went home with a big grin la of course. then on the lift button, i pressed 6 - my floor and its was sush a coincident that the woman who took the same lift pressed no. 7 and the man behind her pressed 8. it was like cool~ 6 7 8.haha!okay zatie..lame.i knoe.

    faz told me previously that one of her entries was KENJI-fied. so today i went to her blog and save all kenji's pix and i went to the link she gave me and i saved all the pix!!hotness..i was screaming like hell!!hahaha!!i was having a kenji fever at that point of time!i was so happy!too happy to retaliate.hahahaha!!thnkies cuzzie..and i love kenji..and omigawd!i was shocked to know he;s got an album.i want it..SO MUCH. get me one leh..hahaha!joking la.i will get it myself.

    okies la..thats all i guess. and i had fun doing maths today.thnc for asking me out too-to K AND CH.

    Lyy -* 6:45 PM
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    Wednesday, March 28, 2007

    say the word..SERENITY and i will go ga-ga for days. not referring to anyone else but me, me, me.gosh.what am i babbling about?okies. nvm. its what i know and not willing to share..mwhahaha!
    brightens up every of my morning-SERENITY.its everywhere i am-my SERENITY. and i love the word so much even though parts of my life describes otherwise. ate porridge today to sooth the stomach. was attacked by sudden gastric pains during geog. flung my english comprehension test so bad. stayed back to do my malay homework but ended up in a neverending convo with FATly(zul)..haha!love to tease that cicak guy. then i have to say SORRY to syikin or wdv her name was on behalf of his wrongdoings.see la..always being bullied.so vulnerable. then before that as i was going around the school the sudden sight of iskandar from the ncc hq jolted me to my senses.i was like...am i seeing things?!hahah!i think he saw me, and my shocked expression as he gave me the cold stare again..irrks. while i was kind of like ''waiting'' for sarah, me and jl kaypoh la go and look at the goodie bags for the affirmation ceremony for the part As..so cheap. face towels, waterbottles, pens, wdv the light-thing is and that's that. no baju at all.sheesh. and so.after that, standard la..i gave up waiting for sarah and went home straight with zulFATLY.haha.sry deh..cant stop teasing that awesome freak head guy.hahah. izzati, izzati.

    so, i didnt quite know that he was also a hard core ncc member.well, i used to be until those conflicts. =) i envy him.he's got dreams to be like kak huda. wow. inspirations. then i told him la from my experience. ncc shouldnt be first priority. my mistake last time but hey!now i am back on the right track okies? sigh. and just now, i kinda like 'play catching' with kamarul to get back sabrina's hp no.but to no avail.i guess i am not up for this now.i am old. so..sorry to sabrina and amalina.when i get hold of kamarul, i am so sure i will knock him half-dead!heehee.
    okies. i think i have to get back to my work. wow.my maths homeworks are piling up as high as twin tower!!woohoo..gotta catch up and too, fnn research turned out to be shower of blessings but still i have to modify to meet MISS FOO'S standard.sheesh..hard work,zatie. i guess i will have to go on like this till end of year.and i have made my choices. if i were to go JC, its either innova or yishun. but in any case i change my mind to going to poly, SP comes first in the line!! i told myself not to worry for now. cause i know i will somehow end up in a good place with a promising future. i am getting a degree when i reach the perfect age.so..ALL THE WAY ZATIE.. buck up on your already slacking results for the term 2..! =P


    Lyy -* 7:55 PM
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    say the word..SERENITY and i will go ga-ga for days. not referring to anyone else but me, me, me.gosh.what am i babbling about?okies. nvm. its what i know and not willing to share..mwhahaha!
    brightens up every of my morning-SERENITY.its everywhere i am-my SERENITY. and i love the word so much even though parts of my life describes otherwise. ate porridge today to sooth the stomach. was attacked by sudden gastric pains during geog. flung my english comprehension test so bad. stayed back to do my malay homework but ended up in a neverending convo with FATly(zul)..haha!love to tease that cicak guy. then i have to say SORRY to syikin or wdv her name was on behalf of his wrongdoings.see la..always being bullied.so vulnerable. then before that as i was going around the school the sudden sight of iskandar from the ncc hq jolted me to my senses.i was like...am i seeing things?!hahah!i think he saw me, and my shocked expression as he gave me the cold stare again..irrks. while i was kind of like ''waiting'' for sarah, me and jl kaypoh la go and look at the goodie bags for the affirmation ceremony for the part As..so cheap. face towels, waterbottles, pens, wdv the light-thing is and that's that. no baju at all.sheesh. and so.after that, standard la..i gave up waiting for sarah and went home straight with zulFATLY.haha.sry deh..cant stop teasing that awesome freak head guy.hahah. izzati, izzati.

    so, i didnt quite know that he was also a hard core ncc member.well, i used to be until those conflicts. =) i envy him.he's got dreams to be like kak huda. wow. inspirations. then i told him la from my experience. ncc shouldnt be first priority. my mistake last time but hey!now i am back on the right track okies? sigh. and just now, i kinda like 'play catching' with kamarul to get back sabrina's hp no.but to no avail.i guess i am not up for this now.i am old. so..sorry to sabrina and amalina.when i get hold of kamarul, i am so sure i will knock him half-dead!heehee.
    okies. i think i have to get back to my work. wow.my maths homeworks are piling up as high as twin tower!!woohoo..gotta catch up and too, fnn research turned out to be shower of blessings but still i have to modify to meet MISS FOO'S standard.sheesh..hard work,zatie. i guess i will have to go on like this till end of year.and i have made my choices. if i were to go JC, its either innova or yishun. but in any case i change my mind to going to poly, SP comes first in the line!! i told myself not to worry for now. cause i know i will somehow end up in a good place with a promising future. i am getting a degree when i reach the perfect age.so..ALL THE WAY ZATIE.. buck up on your already slacking results for the term 2..! =P


    Lyy -* 7:55 PM
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    Tuesday, March 27, 2007

    hey peepos.
    havent really got well from yesterday's sickness but i dodged myself with at least 2 ice creams today!thanks to hafi but the nausea only went away for a while.nice effort btw. at least today i got bottles of laughter and the SERENITY brightened up my dull afternoon.yeah.the shitty feeling plus the nausea came back.this time accompanied by guilt. i am sooo sorry abt just now, you two. i know i shouldnt have brought the matter up to make you both pissed off. and my tears are'nt crocodiles' aite? well till now, the guilty conscience is there somewhere in my heart and it makes me say sorry even to the walls...oh god. aniway, the laughter I had during lunch with iskandar,izzaty,faizal,danial,sarah,ruz and sal were neverending.but it somehow ended.haha,zatie.so lame. isk,faizal and dan were making funny burps and noises and i could not concentrate on eating and kept laughing. and as a result, my already pain stomach hurt so bad! see la!! had a little convo with iylie today before my shitty mood came back. the stories were complicated and i hope i dont have to know it all.my point of view la. my stupidity caused me alot. sheesh. i could not help it and was at the edge. went around the school to find place to rest my mind.but none was the best. at last, went to the already-closing library with jia zhi,sal and ruz and there was the turning point of my sadness and guilt.well,part of it. the SERENITY was just right and half of my woes were melted away. =) but not for my nausea feeling.)= so, we went tawaf around the library and i went out to meet chun yang coz my tears were brimming..AGAIN. haissh!!today was ZATIE'S TEARS DAY..wahaha..i just went ... teary, i guess. waited 5 min for them to get their butts out of the place and we went to sit at the foyer's staircase. laughter was in the air,contributing to my pain in the stomach!but all in all it was a good medicine for sadness. then 5 min later,the SERENITY went perfect again and i took a last glance for the day before everything was over. wow. such a wow-ing experience.

    i went home and yup, the stomach grumbled again eventhough i ate like alot of times i guess.see la.all because of the stupid sickness! before maghrib i read manja and came across this page which i find it funny but sensible.the title was ''Tragedi memperBIBAkan si dia
    these are some extract:

    selamat tahun baru Babi.tak,sumpah saya tak maki awak.ini saya ikhlas(beserta senyum nampak gigi) ucapkan kepada awak Selamat Tahun Babi.

    Nak sebut perkataan babi,segolongan orang Melayu kita jadi malu dan segan dan takut dan tak selesa dan bermacam alasan lagi. Dan ada yang menyebut babi sebagai Cik Biba.

    at this point of time i coulndt stop laughing coz Cik Biba is actually one of my neighbour and if others have their name as Biba or Habibah also kan later terfeeling-feeling.ok.get back to the extract again.

    mari kita suluh muka terang2. sebenarnya, apa salah babi itu? babi pun makhluk tuhan ape. malah, berbanding dengan manusia, babi tidak pikul ape2 yang kita tanggung- iaitu DOSA. babi takde dosa. malah babi dalam bahasa arab disebut dalam quran sedangkan nama kita langsung tidak disebut.babi tak mengumpat.kena umpat adalah. mengikut sejarah bahtera nabi nuh,babilah yang berjasa besar kerana membersihkan semua najis dan kotoran di kapa yang membawa manusia dan haiwan lain.    hey!we owe babi a big gratitude!

    haha!the bold words sent me laughing.but most of it are true anyways. pigs dont have any sins unlike humans.so what right have we to hate them?look at the next fact,you will gape and gaw at the same time.

    jantung babi dan saluran darah babi juga digunakan sebagai spare-parts untuk jantung dan saluran darah manusia yang dah KO,rabak dan rosak.dan yang tidak kurang penting ialah, daging babi kalau darurat, kita boleh makan,tak salah.

    tekak loya seh reading this!i hope i dont have anaemia or something wrong with my organs.no way i would sacrifice them for those!!!migawd. then the author got asked a few questions. not really rhetorical ones.

    kenapa kita memperBabikan Cik Biba?kenapa kita memperBabikan Babi@ khinzir.com? kenapa kita allergic dengan babi    ?

    the questions are structured in a chimp manner.sheesh. malays,its not that i want to critisize my own kind but seriously, these are our problems now.sigh. why are we picking up 'fights' with pigs when they are not in the wrong?sigh.its only the matter of HARAM what.there's no need to further critisize them. ever heard of the saying -one day in our helpless times, our enemy can be our best mates. same goes here.so.dont take pigs as the worst animal on earth. not that i love pigs or what. but they are useful to us at times.but i wont take any risk.nahh..i rather die than to have sacrifice my bones or blood for those of them!!

    okies.aniways in malay class cikgu Z said that one time he will just drop by our blog.so,cikgu, if you reading this i say HI and assalamualaikum    . dats all for now.have to go study for my fnn tests tmr!! and i am so sorry to both of you..AGAIN!! bbur!

    Lyy -* 8:52 PM
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    hey peepos.
    havent really got well from yesterday's sickness but i dodged myself with at least 2 ice creams today!thanks to hafi but the nausea only went away for a while.nice effort btw. at least today i got bottles of laughter and the SERENITY brightened up my dull afternoon.yeah.the shitty feeling plus the nausea came back.this time accompanied by guilt. i am sooo sorry abt just now, you two. i know i shouldnt have brought the matter up to make you both pissed off. and my tears are'nt crocodiles' aite? well till now, the guilty conscience is there somewhere in my heart and it makes me say sorry even to the walls...oh god. aniway, the laughter I had during lunch with iskandar,izzaty,faizal,danial,sarah,ruz and sal were neverending.but it somehow ended.haha,zatie.so lame. isk,faizal and dan were making funny burps and noises and i could not concentrate on eating and kept laughing. and as a result, my already pain stomach hurt so bad! see la!! had a little convo with iylie today before my shitty mood came back. the stories were complicated and i hope i dont have to know it all.my point of view la. my stupidity caused me alot. sheesh. i could not help it and was at the edge. went around the school to find place to rest my mind.but none was the best. at last, went to the already-closing library with jia zhi,sal and ruz and there was the turning point of my sadness and guilt.well,part of it. the SERENITY was just right and half of my woes were melted away. =) but not for my nausea feeling.)= so, we went tawaf around the library and i went out to meet chun yang coz my tears were brimming..AGAIN. haissh!!today was ZATIE'S TEARS DAY..wahaha..i just went ... teary, i guess. waited 5 min for them to get their butts out of the place and we went to sit at the foyer's staircase. laughter was in the air,contributing to my pain in the stomach!but all in all it was a good medicine for sadness. then 5 min later,the SERENITY went perfect again and i took a last glance for the day before everything was over. wow. such a wow-ing experience.

    i went home and yup, the stomach grumbled again eventhough i ate like alot of times i guess.see la.all because of the stupid sickness! before maghrib i read manja and came across this page which i find it funny but sensible.the title was ''Tragedi memperBIBAkan si dia
    these are some extract:

    selamat tahun baru Babi.tak,sumpah saya tak maki awak.ini saya ikhlas(beserta senyum nampak gigi) ucapkan kepada awak Selamat Tahun Babi.

    Nak sebut perkataan babi,segolongan orang Melayu kita jadi malu dan segan dan takut dan tak selesa dan bermacam alasan lagi. Dan ada yang menyebut babi sebagai Cik Biba.

    at this point of time i coulndt stop laughing coz Cik Biba is actually one of my neighbour and if others have their name as Biba or Habibah also kan later terfeeling-feeling.ok.get back to the extract again.

    mari kita suluh muka terang2. sebenarnya, apa salah babi itu? babi pun makhluk tuhan ape. malah, berbanding dengan manusia, babi tidak pikul ape2 yang kita tanggung- iaitu DOSA. babi takde dosa. malah babi dalam bahasa arab disebut dalam quran sedangkan nama kita langsung tidak disebut.babi tak mengumpat.kena umpat adalah. mengikut sejarah bahtera nabi nuh,babilah yang berjasa besar kerana membersihkan semua najis dan kotoran di kapa yang membawa manusia dan haiwan lain.    hey!we owe babi a big gratitude!

    haha!the bold words sent me laughing.but most of it are true anyways. pigs dont have any sins unlike humans.so what right have we to hate them?look at the next fact,you will gape and gaw at the same time.

    jantung babi dan saluran darah babi juga digunakan sebagai spare-parts untuk jantung dan saluran darah manusia yang dah KO,rabak dan rosak.dan yang tidak kurang penting ialah, daging babi kalau darurat, kita boleh makan,tak salah.

    tekak loya seh reading this!i hope i dont have anaemia or something wrong with my organs.no way i would sacrifice them for those!!!migawd. then the author got asked a few questions. not really rhetorical ones.

    kenapa kita memperBabikan Cik Biba?kenapa kita memperBabikan Babi@ khinzir.com? kenapa kita allergic dengan babi    ?

    the questions are structured in a chimp manner.sheesh. malays,its not that i want to critisize my own kind but seriously, these are our problems now.sigh. why are we picking up 'fights' with pigs when they are not in the wrong?sigh.its only the matter of HARAM what.there's no need to further critisize them. ever heard of the saying -one day in our helpless times, our enemy can be our best mates. same goes here.so.dont take pigs as the worst animal on earth. not that i love pigs or what. but they are useful to us at times.but i wont take any risk.nahh..i rather die than to have sacrifice my bones or blood for those of them!!

    okies.aniways in malay class cikgu Z said that one time he will just drop by our blog.so,cikgu, if you reading this i say HI and assalamualaikum    . dats all for now.have to go study for my fnn tests tmr!! and i am so sorry to both of you..AGAIN!! bbur!

    Lyy -* 8:52 PM
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    Thursday, March 22, 2007

    a short one will do peeps. today was such a tiring day. even so i managed to achieve an A for 2.4 km run just now. woots. now another hurdle. the stupid roadrun.this saturday. nvm. i will do it for the sake of last year in nighthawk. imt for part b was ok and sucky. sucky because dylan talked back to me and i have to diam them for like..umpteen times?! many rifles went i.a. today. so me, khairil and syafiq muhd went around scolding them for putting the magazines on the ground. went back to school, the owed me 10.i wanted to give them discount but jl and syafiq la extra made them do 12. atifah and asyraf were the two surviving marksman.WOW. man. i will really miss shooting once i POP later on. just now syafiq was soooooooo kiasu. i wanted to shoot but then he shot like 5 times?toos seh that guy. but with him around it was like bringing the sun to the dark room. hahah!!it was superbly noisy and nonsense filled the air..hahaha!gosh.i will miss my part b loads. bbye

    Lyy -* 8:12 PM
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    a short one will do peeps. today was such a tiring day. even so i managed to achieve an A for 2.4 km run just now. woots. now another hurdle. the stupid roadrun.this saturday. nvm. i will do it for the sake of last year in nighthawk. imt for part b was ok and sucky. sucky because dylan talked back to me and i have to diam them for like..umpteen times?! many rifles went i.a. today. so me, khairil and syafiq muhd went around scolding them for putting the magazines on the ground. went back to school, the owed me 10.i wanted to give them discount but jl and syafiq la extra made them do 12. atifah and asyraf were the two surviving marksman.WOW. man. i will really miss shooting once i POP later on. just now syafiq was soooooooo kiasu. i wanted to shoot but then he shot like 5 times?toos seh that guy. but with him around it was like bringing the sun to the dark room. hahah!!it was superbly noisy and nonsense filled the air..hahaha!gosh.i will miss my part b loads. bbye

    Lyy -* 8:12 PM
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    Wednesday, March 21, 2007

    *i shouldnt came across you...eeyer!!go away!*

    i felt emoistic again today with bits of yesterday's shittiness still dangling somewhere in me. geez. today i paiseyd alot of time.ahhaha!!i tot ruz bought a burger drg recess. i saw this girl who kinda looked like her from the side. so i turn and offered her chilli sauce. she was like..blur?then i was like ''eh!salah org..'' and lan laughed at me.thnc. then i couldnt concentrate in class at all..maths sent me off nearly dozing off till only 15 minutes before the end of lesson i started concentrating..haha..it was on loci. reminded me of locin..

    after school was the best of the best to the best and the best. i ate lunch at the staircase near the minimart with shida, sarah, ruz and dan. we had loads of fun and laughter.and we made the rain stopped i guess.frankly,shida's too noisy..HAHAHA!!joking. i bought 2 maggie cups for myself and shida and also a big bottle of 7up rasberry..NICE.sarah ate ice cream..it was addictive. then upon going back to school, i dropped by the minimart again and bought an ice cream-paddlepop rocks to the top..!dan bought the sour skittles and we had several different displays of danials sour face..it was like a HAHA-ing experience..actually not really.it was since yesterday.. =) the ice cream did a pretty well job.it shooed my woes for the day away.when i got back for chem ip i got so hyper that i started to dance for five seconds with the ice cream in my mouth.haha.so not me.

    malay lesson we did bits of sastera melayu..was fun. we interpret the sajak to simple words. i had fun.i only enjoyed malay today.and english. told you.it was kinda shitty today..wahahaha!satah ate nasi lemak again..

    i think thats all i have to say.have to go and pack stuffs for imt.so tired..and i didnt touch my hwk for a few days ready.

    Lyy -* 7:11 PM
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    *i shouldnt came across you...eeyer!!go away!*

    i felt emoistic again today with bits of yesterday's shittiness still dangling somewhere in me. geez. today i paiseyd alot of time.ahhaha!!i tot ruz bought a burger drg recess. i saw this girl who kinda looked like her from the side. so i turn and offered her chilli sauce. she was like..blur?then i was like ''eh!salah org..'' and lan laughed at me.thnc. then i couldnt concentrate in class at all..maths sent me off nearly dozing off till only 15 minutes before the end of lesson i started concentrating..haha..it was on loci. reminded me of locin..

    after school was the best of the best to the best and the best. i ate lunch at the staircase near the minimart with shida, sarah, ruz and dan. we had loads of fun and laughter.and we made the rain stopped i guess.frankly,shida's too noisy..HAHAHA!!joking. i bought 2 maggie cups for myself and shida and also a big bottle of 7up rasberry..NICE.sarah ate ice cream..it was addictive. then upon going back to school, i dropped by the minimart again and bought an ice cream-paddlepop rocks to the top..!dan bought the sour skittles and we had several different displays of danials sour face..it was like a HAHA-ing experience..actually not really.it was since yesterday.. =) the ice cream did a pretty well job.it shooed my woes for the day away.when i got back for chem ip i got so hyper that i started to dance for five seconds with the ice cream in my mouth.haha.so not me.

    malay lesson we did bits of sastera melayu..was fun. we interpret the sajak to simple words. i had fun.i only enjoyed malay today.and english. told you.it was kinda shitty today..wahahaha!satah ate nasi lemak again..

    i think thats all i have to say.have to go and pack stuffs for imt.so tired..and i didnt touch my hwk for a few days ready.

    Lyy -* 7:11 PM
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    Tuesday, March 20, 2007

    i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-
    i dunno.i just hate this feeling. i felt shitty today and for the past few days.and i hate it. comn.who likes shitty feelings?i dunno wads got into me and i feel so pressurized.friends. family.school. feels like my hair's dropping!maybe this is just a test on my patience. like yar. i suddenly feel so extra and i-dun-belong-here look on some faces when i am near.that is parts of shittiness.i'd rather be ditched and talked straight to the face eventhough i know it will hurt. sorry.its just a confession. not for anyone.i think i need to free my mind.ARRRRGGHHH!!!!!SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF.

    last few days, teachers managed to knock some sense into me. mr Z said that now,the usage of malay language in malay families are dwindling.and lots practised bahasa rojak. so if now we are somehow 'taught' like that, wad will happen to malay generation in the future.like my child and your child?soon,malay language will be scrapped away and other language will take the national language post. how is that possible?well.it is definitely possible.but i cant bear to see my own language coming to an end. ok.dats it. i think i went too far.but it was just a point of view.MY VIEW.

    i said sorry to danial today coz i called him BLACK when as a matter of fact i am also dark.I KNOW THAT FACT AND WILL ALWAYS DO.but seriously i regretted my actions.calling people bad names doesnt suit my personality.unless its like TOADY or sth.at least its humane but no.chocolate elaborated far too much about one self.you are naming some one who is of same race as you..to me its like you are indirectly referring to yourself.thats why i said sorry.i felt bad.cant help it.i am such a nice being..*wawawawa*

    history CT was..umm..un-understandable.(harachi?) first qn was okay.but mrs ram repharse the 2nd question so chimp that i read it all over again for like..lets say..11 times?hahah!i am slow you know. the qn goes like this.'were the development of the other ctry more crucial than development of japan in leading to aggression in the pacific?' i was like staring at the paper in disbelief!ohmigawd was the first word that came out of my mouth.my mind went blank and stuffs.hahah!dead~

    *************************************
    i cant stand it when people whisper in front of me.seriously.ok.let me do the talking. its like how most of us hate it when others whisper around you,i dislike it too. so please. dont do wad you dont like when other people do it to you.ok?~a piece of advise.Sincerely.


    oh..seems that i have to go now.loads of things to do. find my own identity and doing some anger and irrinoy managements..HhAhhahh!!!okies..present me the walkway,i have to go..bbye!

    Lyy -* 7:51 PM
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    i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-i hate this feeling-
    i dunno.i just hate this feeling. i felt shitty today and for the past few days.and i hate it. comn.who likes shitty feelings?i dunno wads got into me and i feel so pressurized.friends. family.school. feels like my hair's dropping!maybe this is just a test on my patience. like yar. i suddenly feel so extra and i-dun-belong-here look on some faces when i am near.that is parts of shittiness.i'd rather be ditched and talked straight to the face eventhough i know it will hurt. sorry.its just a confession. not for anyone.i think i need to free my mind.ARRRRGGHHH!!!!!SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF.

    last few days, teachers managed to knock some sense into me. mr Z said that now,the usage of malay language in malay families are dwindling.and lots practised bahasa rojak. so if now we are somehow 'taught' like that, wad will happen to malay generation in the future.like my child and your child?soon,malay language will be scrapped away and other language will take the national language post. how is that possible?well.it is definitely possible.but i cant bear to see my own language coming to an end. ok.dats it. i think i went too far.but it was just a point of view.MY VIEW.

    i said sorry to danial today coz i called him BLACK when as a matter of fact i am also dark.I KNOW THAT FACT AND WILL ALWAYS DO.but seriously i regretted my actions.calling people bad names doesnt suit my personality.unless its like TOADY or sth.at least its humane but no.chocolate elaborated far too much about one self.you are naming some one who is of same race as you..to me its like you are indirectly referring to yourself.thats why i said sorry.i felt bad.cant help it.i am such a nice being..*wawawawa*

    history CT was..umm..un-understandable.(harachi?) first qn was okay.but mrs ram repharse the 2nd question so chimp that i read it all over again for like..lets say..11 times?hahah!i am slow you know. the qn goes like this.'were the development of the other ctry more crucial than development of japan in leading to aggression in the pacific?' i was like staring at the paper in disbelief!ohmigawd was the first word that came out of my mouth.my mind went blank and stuffs.hahah!dead~

    *************************************
    i cant stand it when people whisper in front of me.seriously.ok.let me do the talking. its like how most of us hate it when others whisper around you,i dislike it too. so please. dont do wad you dont like when other people do it to you.ok?~a piece of advise.Sincerely.


    oh..seems that i have to go now.loads of things to do. find my own identity and doing some anger and irrinoy managements..HhAhhahh!!!okies..present me the walkway,i have to go..bbye!

    Lyy -* 7:51 PM
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    Friday, March 16, 2007

    last 2 days YEAH! camp/workshop rules and was seriously memorable. now i think i will be really addicted to voluntary work!i was the team facilitator of team 4 with noe friend, hong lin.
    memorable la babe!our team, AWESOME EAGLES was so awesome we won the first place for the camp!!i felt so satisfied that eventhough i have such talkative members, banu and xue ning frm kss and vikram and syafiq frm yew tee primary. didnt know i can be so sporting.i am so shocked with myself.. (=
    campfire yesterday was awesome like the AWESOME EAGLES!!WAWAWAWA!!cheers were cool and superb.made new friends.proved to myself i am not really an anti-social gal..heehee!!its so funny coz i thought i was all along.hahah.we combined with the prefects and danial tried to steal my fererro rocher which was my grp's winning prize!!toots that guy.


    games facilitators -
    nicholas[caterpillar game]
    -fun!
    -tiring
    -hell of fun!!

    nicol[rubberband pasisng game]
    -we were tepung-ized thncs to him!!-my grp pix were snapped alot at his station..-he luff so funny!
    -he dance so cute and funny.ikut suke hati jerr..

    anuar (best games facilitator)-blind man game
    -relaxed person with sudden high morale!!-he rocks my socks

    kenny-the string game
    -it was really easyand difficult-likes to bully ppl..

    jeremy-stupid maths questions!
    -with my help, we got one out of 12 qns correct
    -some questions are not even answerable by miss chua!
    -cool guy who stole 1 small bucket of water from me during the SABO

    darren
    -cool guy
    -salute him!
    -very creative wheelchair game
    -i nearly died when hong lin pushed me halfway and left me going down the slope.HAHA!

    dinie(games master)-I ADMIRE HIM!!-just a sec 2 guy and he talks like a proffesional.-WOW.


    team facilitators

    1.CREATIVE[Zi Xian and Alisa]
    zi xian - crazy guy with horny face.however,nice guy who makes you luff till your stomach hurts!
    alisa - nice girl

    2.HARVEY NORMAN[Kok Meng and Kimberley]
    kok meng - funny guy!very OPEN and talks alot
    kimberley - dances so well. acts well.

    3.COCONUT[Izzat and Belicia]
    izzat - teaches dance with haziq. craps alot.
    belicia -pity her.kena bully many times.

    4.AWESOME EAGLES[zatie and Hong Lin]
    me- i talk alot.crazy2.i think i luff the loudest.
    hong lin -sporting gilerr!!nice mate.

    [[we all very sporting la..and we won~~for the whole games and cheers!!]]

    5.YEWJI[Jerome and Keng Chun]
    jerome - horny like zi xian. funny. crazy. the thinnest human pole in YEAH..wahaha.
    keng chun -he and nicol are magnetized together for the 2 days. so kc will be where nicol is and abandoning his team..SIGH!!

    6.L[Haziq,Z-man,Ellysa]
    haziq - happy go lucky. very patient with me coz i am very slow in catching up with the dance.heehee!!he is also our best team facilitator.woohooh!
    z-man - rarely talks.but he is so kind like haziq and anuar. very funny and sporting oso.
    ellys-danced with me. we always got the steps wrong drg the performance at bettanyS.very sporting too.


    i remmbrd the time haziq,me,belicia,hong ling,ellys,z-man,zi xian, jerome,kimberley sat together before the cheer comp/campfire. we talked about bulu.haah!!to be specific.bulu kaki. it was
    disgusting and all started from faizal's leg and the scotchtape.it was disgusting.eehhkkll!!then, at the same time, nicol and kc were playing catching with..??
    way before that before the departure to bettanyS, we went for dance skills at the classroom
    block. haziq was the master of dance. we had a great time. nicol was seboking there coz nicholas
    was there. then that time we danced,nicol was on his feet and he danced soooooooooooo
    ikut-suke-hati..so kiutmiut and klakar. then kc was sick.blaablaablaa..but i saw him sitting with
    his gf..aiyo.wadla.

    after the campfire, all the facilitators stayed back to clear up the mess and also to carry out
    our SABO towards ISKANDAR, THE LEADER OF ALL LEADERS.as it was raining before campfire, isk and the others hung out with the participants near the hall. they did 'smack that'-kok meng, him, zi xian. they were beating each others butts!!at the same time, nicol, keng chun, anuar, nicholas, z-man, jerome were collecting pails for the water and they had 2 water guns..haha!all for the fun at night.ok.lets get to the very last part.the operation SABOTAGE.
    jerome planned 'nitewalk' for isk,blindfolded, with izzaty and ellys accompanying him going
    rounds and rounds around the school.haha!we got the pails readi in circle.kc and nicol were at
    the 2nd floor with the watergun readi. when isk came, we all crowd around him and pured the water on him.he was drenched..so fun!!nathan and stozer were also part of us..HAHAH!!SO CUTE!i wasnt wet all the way till nathan called me --izzati.how come you not wet?-- so i turn la and he splashed water at me. i was like --whaa?--it was not over. stozer came and splashed water from the front. i was like..TOOTING WET?slengs seh..we then wet miss chua..FUN!!haha!i think i will miss all these when i graduate.but i will get myself more in these things.its fun
    and memorable.its like a deep impact in my life. esp entertaining the bettany residents. sigh.
    and talking to them..its like touching. i will miss my newly-made friends. and i will miss my
    members.I LOVE YEAH. =) all the way!! <3<3 color="#ff0000">AWESOME EAGLES!!!!!'07

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    many abilities -zatie la.of course.

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    wad is JEROME looking at?

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    guess whose black?black again?

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    campfire's burning..
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    my awesome eagle.logo i made..in remembrance of YEAH 07

    Lyy -* 2:27 PM
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    last 2 days YEAH! camp/workshop rules and was seriously memorable. now i think i will be really addicted to voluntary work!i was the team facilitator of team 4 with noe friend, hong lin.
    memorable la babe!our team, AWESOME EAGLES was so awesome we won the first place for the camp!!i felt so satisfied that eventhough i have such talkative members, banu and xue ning frm kss and vikram and syafiq frm yew tee primary. didnt know i can be so sporting.i am so shocked with myself.. (=
    campfire yesterday was awesome like the AWESOME EAGLES!!WAWAWAWA!!cheers were cool and superb.made new friends.proved to myself i am not really an anti-social gal..heehee!!its so funny coz i thought i was all along.hahah.we combined with the prefects and danial tried to steal my fererro rocher which was my grp's winning prize!!toots that guy.


    games facilitators -
    nicholas[caterpillar game]
    -fun!
    -tiring
    -hell of fun!!

    nicol[rubberband pasisng game]
    -we were tepung-ized thncs to him!!-my grp pix were snapped alot at his station..-he luff so funny!
    -he dance so cute and funny.ikut suke hati jerr..

    anuar (best games facilitator)-blind man game
    -relaxed person with sudden high morale!!-he rocks my socks

    kenny-the string game
    -it was really easyand difficult-likes to bully ppl..

    jeremy-stupid maths questions!
    -with my help, we got one out of 12 qns correct
    -some questions are not even answerable by miss chua!
    -cool guy who stole 1 small bucket of water from me during the SABO

    darren
    -cool guy
    -salute him!
    -very creative wheelchair game
    -i nearly died when hong lin pushed me halfway and left me going down the slope.HAHA!

    dinie(games master)-I ADMIRE HIM!!-just a sec 2 guy and he talks like a proffesional.-WOW.


    team facilitators

    1.CREATIVE[Zi Xian and Alisa]
    zi xian - crazy guy with horny face.however,nice guy who makes you luff till your stomach hurts!
    alisa - nice girl

    2.HARVEY NORMAN[Kok Meng and Kimberley]
    kok meng - funny guy!very OPEN and talks alot
    kimberley - dances so well. acts well.

    3.COCONUT[Izzat and Belicia]
    izzat - teaches dance with haziq. craps alot.
    belicia -pity her.kena bully many times.

    4.AWESOME EAGLES[zatie and Hong Lin]
    me- i talk alot.crazy2.i think i luff the loudest.
    hong lin -sporting gilerr!!nice mate.

    [[we all very sporting la..and we won~~for the whole games and cheers!!]]

    5.YEWJI[Jerome and Keng Chun]
    jerome - horny like zi xian. funny. crazy. the thinnest human pole in YEAH..wahaha.
    keng chun -he and nicol are magnetized together for the 2 days. so kc will be where nicol is and abandoning his team..SIGH!!

    6.L[Haziq,Z-man,Ellysa]
    haziq - happy go lucky. very patient with me coz i am very slow in catching up with the dance.heehee!!he is also our best team facilitator.woohooh!
    z-man - rarely talks.but he is so kind like haziq and anuar. very funny and sporting oso.
    ellys-danced with me. we always got the steps wrong drg the performance at bettanyS.very sporting too.


    i remmbrd the time haziq,me,belicia,hong ling,ellys,z-man,zi xian, jerome,kimberley sat together before the cheer comp/campfire. we talked about bulu.haah!!to be specific.bulu kaki. it was
    disgusting and all started from faizal's leg and the scotchtape.it was disgusting.eehhkkll!!then, at the same time, nicol and kc were playing catching with..??
    way before that before the departure to bettanyS, we went for dance skills at the classroom
    block. haziq was the master of dance. we had a great time. nicol was seboking there coz nicholas
    was there. then that time we danced,nicol was on his feet and he danced soooooooooooo
    ikut-suke-hati..so kiutmiut and klakar. then kc was sick.blaablaablaa..but i saw him sitting with
    his gf..aiyo.wadla.

    after the campfire, all the facilitators stayed back to clear up the mess and also to carry out
    our SABO towards ISKANDAR, THE LEADER OF ALL LEADERS.as it was raining before campfire, isk and the others hung out with the participants near the hall. they did 'smack that'-kok meng, him, zi xian. they were beating each others butts!!at the same time, nicol, keng chun, anuar, nicholas, z-man, jerome were collecting pails for the water and they had 2 water guns..haha!all for the fun at night.ok.lets get to the very last part.the operation SABOTAGE.
    jerome planned 'nitewalk' for isk,blindfolded, with izzaty and ellys accompanying him going
    rounds and rounds around the school.haha!we got the pails readi in circle.kc and nicol were at
    the 2nd floor with the watergun readi. when isk came, we all crowd around him and pured the water on him.he was drenched..so fun!!nathan and stozer were also part of us..HAHAH!!SO CUTE!i wasnt wet all the way till nathan called me --izzati.how come you not wet?-- so i turn la and he splashed water at me. i was like --whaa?--it was not over. stozer came and splashed water from the front. i was like..TOOTING WET?slengs seh..we then wet miss chua..FUN!!haha!i think i will miss all these when i graduate.but i will get myself more in these things.its fun
    and memorable.its like a deep impact in my life. esp entertaining the bettany residents. sigh.
    and talking to them..its like touching. i will miss my newly-made friends. and i will miss my
    members.I LOVE YEAH. =) all the way!! <3<3 color="#ff0000">AWESOME EAGLES!!!!!'07

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    many abilities -zatie la.of course.

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    wad is JEROME looking at?

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    guess whose black?black again?

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    campfire's burning..
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    my awesome eagle.logo i made..in remembrance of YEAH 07

    Lyy -* 2:27 PM
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    Monday, March 12, 2007

    hello peepsies!

    NCC camp,my last camp was kinda fun and enjoyable..for me la.dunno bout the others point of view. eventhough i was quite mad at some specs and cadets who just walked off and not helping to clear up the mess in the canteen. its condition was like...umm..indecribable.SO DIRTY AND yadayadayada. also at last thirah managed to talk sth sensible. and i knoe part b appreciates me presence. they said i was caring and responsible..sigh!!so touch.*sobsob*


    only one freaking-ka-tooting guy said i was 'disgusting'! like phuleasse!its not for real!! there's actually a story behind it. during games day, 1 10ct coin dropped onto the floor which got dried up vomit. then me and my report sick part b's - kamarul, asyraf,nasrul and dylan were eeeee-ing. then they all so bad..making ppl fallin into their trap on picking up the coin..of course la..i was there to save the day and NOT ASKING THEM TO PICK THE Coin. then harith came and was --eh?got money oso dun wan to take?-- then he picked the 10ct coin. me and the others were laughing like mad..and harith didnt have a clue abt it.. eeee!!haha!we all could not stop luffing la at that moment!

    then out of a sudden harith threw the coin at me..and the part b guys were like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! i was omigawd-ing la..and then they all dun wan to come near me.just because of a 10 ct coin..thnc harith..damn. then i believe it was kamarul who put that I WAS DISGUSTING.IN THE REFLECTION.fine.wth"


    3rd day. company march. HOLY CRAP!haha! our marching was like crap. esp the kanan and kiri pusings while marching..haah!!even part c is beeter than us!i bet we will kena frm zunairi, dhuha, clt tan and harith on our POP later..shucz.


    i oso took part b for footdrills. was so happy.they improved alot!!muacks..to them.


    today went for yeah meeting. went at 1 and got to know the thing starts at 3..damn it. but it was fun. gotta knoe ppls. played games for tryouts, know my partner for teamleader..hong lin..fun la.


    okies la..dats all. tmr got phy ip. tired seh. on wed must come to sch at 8+ for yeah camp and go hme at 7..tired..geez.. zatie..bbye!

    Lyy -* 8:36 PM
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    hello peepsies!

    NCC camp,my last camp was kinda fun and enjoyable..for me la.dunno bout the others point of view. eventhough i was quite mad at some specs and cadets who just walked off and not helping to clear up the mess in the canteen. its condition was like...umm..indecribable.SO DIRTY AND yadayadayada. also at last thirah managed to talk sth sensible. and i knoe part b appreciates me presence. they said i was caring and responsible..sigh!!so touch.*sobsob*


    only one freaking-ka-tooting guy said i was 'disgusting'! like phuleasse!its not for real!! there's actually a story behind it. during games day, 1 10ct coin dropped onto the floor which got dried up vomit. then me and my report sick part b's - kamarul, asyraf,nasrul and dylan were eeeee-ing. then they all so bad..making ppl fallin into their trap on picking up the coin..of course la..i was there to save the day and NOT ASKING THEM TO PICK THE Coin. then harith came and was --eh?got money oso dun wan to take?-- then he picked the 10ct coin. me and the others were laughing like mad..and harith didnt have a clue abt it.. eeee!!haha!we all could not stop luffing la at that moment!

    then out of a sudden harith threw the coin at me..and the part b guys were like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! i was omigawd-ing la..and then they all dun wan to come near me.just because of a 10 ct coin..thnc harith..damn. then i believe it was kamarul who put that I WAS DISGUSTING.IN THE REFLECTION.fine.wth"


    3rd day. company march. HOLY CRAP!haha! our marching was like crap. esp the kanan and kiri pusings while marching..haah!!even part c is beeter than us!i bet we will kena frm zunairi, dhuha, clt tan and harith on our POP later..shucz.


    i oso took part b for footdrills. was so happy.they improved alot!!muacks..to them.


    today went for yeah meeting. went at 1 and got to know the thing starts at 3..damn it. but it was fun. gotta knoe ppls. played games for tryouts, know my partner for teamleader..hong lin..fun la.


    okies la..dats all. tmr got phy ip. tired seh. on wed must come to sch at 8+ for yeah camp and go hme at 7..tired..geez.. zatie..bbye!

    Lyy -* 8:36 PM
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    Friday, March 9, 2007

    hey yea! i did better for my ppr in all my four shitty years in kranji.. so. at last, on the way home my mum didnt have the chance to actually NAG at me like usual..oh..i am proud of myself..heehee!*alhamdulillah* i saw toady and showed to my mum..haha!my mum was like -- hm..ok jugak tu. can see frm his face dier baik..-- wawawawawa!but no. i am taking my stand back for now but at the same time falling back...dotdotdot. i was so elated coz i saw FALLBACK on the last day of the term. i bet FALLBACK not coming for cadets nite...or sth la kan..heehee!


    so. later i am going to take bursary at unity before booking in to ncc camp. cant wait!! frens in the line!!woohhoo!!akmals coming for 2nd night..i wonder wad kind of performance hes going to do with kak khai..i guess. and i will be missing FALLBACK. not for long though.


    and guess wad? my biji angin is spreading to my left ear..i mean arnd it la..pain seh!! my mums gonna drag me to doc if it happens not to deflate after camp. gosh..please.no poke2!!!



    i am grateful to mr foo for giving me the tips and help me gain back confidence. i am so happy too that iylie's coming for camp.woohoo!!i cant wait to get my frens get back together like last time. i cant wait to go jc too!!INNOVA..*blinkblink!!* even if i cant reach there, cmon la. aim for the moon you will fall among the stars..


    yeah camp: friend-less freak - me la.ellys got her own grp. i wonder who's my partner for the camp. ok.so.rite. i am anti-social?haha. dunno la but think so. okies.let me see who i knoe..umm..umm.. kc?nah. nicol?nah.umm..okies..so i knoe eiskk of course, zahirman, haziq, anuar, faizal,izzat, ellys and izzaty.great. all doing different things. only me,izzat,ellys,haziq and zahirman and kc falls under team leader.so..WHO AM I GOING TO STICK WITH!!??OH GOD.


    okla..i need to do english. i ahve another 2 more hours.have to spend it wisely..teeheehee..ok. happy hols and i miss my peeps..and of course the one and only ---FALLBACK.... bbye.and mug hard people!

    Lyy -* 4:08 PM
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    hey yea! i did better for my ppr in all my four shitty years in kranji.. so. at last, on the way home my mum didnt have the chance to actually NAG at me like usual..oh..i am proud of myself..heehee!*alhamdulillah* i saw toady and showed to my mum..haha!my mum was like -- hm..ok jugak tu. can see frm his face dier baik..-- wawawawawa!but no. i am taking my stand back for now but at the same time falling back...dotdotdot. i was so elated coz i saw FALLBACK on the last day of the term. i bet FALLBACK not coming for cadets nite...or sth la kan..heehee!


    so. later i am going to take bursary at unity before booking in to ncc camp. cant wait!! frens in the line!!woohhoo!!akmals coming for 2nd night..i wonder wad kind of performance hes going to do with kak khai..i guess. and i will be missing FALLBACK. not for long though.


    and guess wad? my biji angin is spreading to my left ear..i mean arnd it la..pain seh!! my mums gonna drag me to doc if it happens not to deflate after camp. gosh..please.no poke2!!!



    i am grateful to mr foo for giving me the tips and help me gain back confidence. i am so happy too that iylie's coming for camp.woohoo!!i cant wait to get my frens get back together like last time. i cant wait to go jc too!!INNOVA..*blinkblink!!* even if i cant reach there, cmon la. aim for the moon you will fall among the stars..


    yeah camp: friend-less freak - me la.ellys got her own grp. i wonder who's my partner for the camp. ok.so.rite. i am anti-social?haha. dunno la but think so. okies.let me see who i knoe..umm..umm.. kc?nah. nicol?nah.umm..okies..so i knoe eiskk of course, zahirman, haziq, anuar, faizal,izzat, ellys and izzaty.great. all doing different things. only me,izzat,ellys,haziq and zahirman and kc falls under team leader.so..WHO AM I GOING TO STICK WITH!!??OH GOD.


    okla..i need to do english. i ahve another 2 more hours.have to spend it wisely..teeheehee..ok. happy hols and i miss my peeps..and of course the one and only ---FALLBACK.... bbye.and mug hard people!

    Lyy -* 4:08 PM
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    Wednesday, March 7, 2007

    ok..so wad's with nowadays. problems and conflicts getting mixed up i guess. well. in my point of view, both parties for both conf. want this to end. precisely isnt it? so why isnt there any effort to keep the old flames downa and carry on with life?its like ok.i side no one.now, we are already like 16 and going on to the real world which is more wicked and cruel. if now we cant solve this matter which came about frm a teeny weeny bit but now added salt to the already-there wound, isnt it making our lives difficult. you have to live like in a WWIII situation and cmon, who likes it? rhetorical qn ad the ans is: no one...

    so please. for everyone's sake, stop blaming others la. i know you would say, oh. its easier said than done but its for your own benefit peeps. no point of each of us blaming each other. if its so you are not in the wrong and dun know anything,good for you and please stay OUT. those who has been adding coal to the dying flames, cmon.dun be childish. those who are not involved and know bits of pieces, please dun try to make fake judgements and spread unnecessary rumors and DONT EVEN THINK OF BUTTING IN. coz all these stupid things will make you yourself suffer and make matters worse.okies? i dun care if anyones gonna be angry towards me for writing this but i think i have to do my part to advise coz both of the parties are my friends.i not biased. thats only people perspective...i respect la.

    so please use our time wisely. coz you dun wanna regret for one, not doing well for exams and stuffs and two, making thousands of enemy which you yourself choose this path.

    and dun get the wrong idea. i am seriously neutral.sitting on the fence. ok? so..umm.one last advise. ''a person's legacy depends on his action and behaviour'' ---we should have our own pendirian..

    Lyy -* 9:12 PM
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    ok..so wad's with nowadays. problems and conflicts getting mixed up i guess. well. in my point of view, both parties for both conf. want this to end. precisely isnt it? so why isnt there any effort to keep the old flames downa and carry on with life?its like ok.i side no one.now, we are already like 16 and going on to the real world which is more wicked and cruel. if now we cant solve this matter which came about frm a teeny weeny bit but now added salt to the already-there wound, isnt it making our lives difficult. you have to live like in a WWIII situation and cmon, who likes it? rhetorical qn ad the ans is: no one...

    so please. for everyone's sake, stop blaming others la. i know you would say, oh. its easier said than done but its for your own benefit peeps. no point of each of us blaming each other. if its so you are not in the wrong and dun know anything,good for you and please stay OUT. those who has been adding coal to the dying flames, cmon.dun be childish. those who are not involved and know bits of pieces, please dun try to make fake judgements and spread unnecessary rumors and DONT EVEN THINK OF BUTTING IN. coz all these stupid things will make you yourself suffer and make matters worse.okies? i dun care if anyones gonna be angry towards me for writing this but i think i have to do my part to advise coz both of the parties are my friends.i not biased. thats only people perspective...i respect la.

    so please use our time wisely. coz you dun wanna regret for one, not doing well for exams and stuffs and two, making thousands of enemy which you yourself choose this path.

    and dun get the wrong idea. i am seriously neutral.sitting on the fence. ok? so..umm.one last advise. ''a person's legacy depends on his action and behaviour'' ---we should have our own pendirian..

    Lyy -* 9:12 PM
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    Tuesday, March 6, 2007

    oh god..i was like astaghfirullah-ing all the way today. the earthquake tremors were damn scary.imagine la.sumatra and kss how far sia and yet we can feel like the light tremors..i was scared out of my wits!! i was doing the common test when the second tremor happend.

    its like i tot i was having a headache or dizzy la and i was like oh no!my table's shaking!everyone started to make noise and mr foo was like huhuh??he was blurr..he didnt felt it..um..maybe thickskinned i guess..haha.sry.

    wow.for the first time in my life.tremors.scared me to death. i tot the whole schools gonna roboh..haha..so everyone..well..almost everyone were so kanchhiong la..we were like ''eh,you got feel the tremors?!''

    haha!okies la..so..hope god bless sumatra and jauhi singapore frm these scary BALAk....amen..

    Lyy -* 9:26 PM
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    oh god..i was like astaghfirullah-ing all the way today. the earthquake tremors were damn scary.imagine la.sumatra and kss how far sia and yet we can feel like the light tremors..i was scared out of my wits!! i was doing the common test when the second tremor happend.

    its like i tot i was having a headache or dizzy la and i was like oh no!my table's shaking!everyone started to make noise and mr foo was like huhuh??he was blurr..he didnt felt it..um..maybe thickskinned i guess..haha.sry.

    wow.for the first time in my life.tremors.scared me to death. i tot the whole schools gonna roboh..haha..so everyone..well..almost everyone were so kanchhiong la..we were like ''eh,you got feel the tremors?!''

    haha!okies la..so..hope god bless sumatra and jauhi singapore frm these scary BALAk....amen..

    Lyy -* 9:26 PM
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    Sunday, March 4, 2007

    sheesh. yes. all about emo-ism..aiyo. i did some observing and i guess i have been wanting to catch up with time but time is going too fast that i nearly gave up.i look at how ppl behave and yeah. time change as generation pass on. i was on the mrt and i bumped into many 'shining armor' as in like the heads.wow. then ustazahs words came flowing back to my memory channel. ppl who are botak can grow up to be a clever hunk. for guys la.not girls. then i got back to my observance. so many ppl. too defiant with life. then i remembered the old me. wow.huge impact. i wish somone was there with me while i was walking to comfort me. hahah.fatchance i guess..teehee! then i went on to listen to jm songs..over and over again..get inspiration and become emo..for once in today's routine..heehee! if you really think it over, felt like there will be no end to many troubles. no end to many wars. and for me..there must not be an ending for my friendship.coz i think my koanz2 all rocks despite the stupid conflicts we had last time....

    me and ruz fought bout H last time..it was damn funny((:
    me and ruz hate it each other last time..now we are fun pals((:
    me and iylie used to fight abt betray probs.so glad we are bac together ((:
    ruz and sarah used to be a very strong magnet. now we are all even((:
    me and salmah have been friends since we were 10. i love her presence. comfort. ((:
    me and faza used to have hatred within us.now we are bestties.((:
    shida used to be my advisor and luffing medicine. she is to now. headache to hear her luffter...haha((:



    now that i know how i treasure my girls, i dunno how i am going to face separation later. many questions bombarded my mind. will we be keeping in touch?will we fight?will we forget each other?how will it be if my fate ends here?how will it be when we lost one of us?ohgod..why am i talking bout this..haha!there's still along way to go..i guess
    this song's for you...shida~sara~fazy~ruz~iylie~sal..imagine i sing tau..haha!!love you guys loads.. i know this entry very random..haha.sry arh..nga emo..teehee!! bbyela.

    Lyy -* 3:51 PM
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    sheesh. yes. all about emo-ism..aiyo. i did some observing and i guess i have been wanting to catch up with time but time is going too fast that i nearly gave up.i look at how ppl behave and yeah. time change as generation pass on. i was on the mrt and i bumped into many 'shining armor' as in like the heads.wow. then ustazahs words came flowing back to my memory channel. ppl who are botak can grow up to be a clever hunk. for guys la.not girls. then i got back to my observance. so many ppl. too defiant with life. then i remembered the old me. wow.huge impact. i wish somone was there with me while i was walking to comfort me. hahah.fatchance i guess..teehee! then i went on to listen to jm songs..over and over again..get inspiration and become emo..for once in today's routine..heehee! if you really think it over, felt like there will be no end to many troubles. no end to many wars. and for me..there must not be an ending for my friendship.coz i think my koanz2 all rocks despite the stupid conflicts we had last time....

    me and ruz fought bout H last time..it was damn funny((:
    me and ruz hate it each other last time..now we are fun pals((:
    me and iylie used to fight abt betray probs.so glad we are bac together ((:
    ruz and sarah used to be a very strong magnet. now we are all even((:
    me and salmah have been friends since we were 10. i love her presence. comfort. ((:
    me and faza used to have hatred within us.now we are bestties.((:
    shida used to be my advisor and luffing medicine. she is to now. headache to hear her luffter...haha((:



    now that i know how i treasure my girls, i dunno how i am going to face separation later. many questions bombarded my mind. will we be keeping in touch?will we fight?will we forget each other?how will it be if my fate ends here?how will it be when we lost one of us?ohgod..why am i talking bout this..haha!there's still along way to go..i guess
    this song's for you...shida~sara~fazy~ruz~iylie~sal..imagine i sing tau..haha!!love you guys loads.. i know this entry very random..haha.sry arh..nga emo..teehee!! bbyela.

    Lyy -* 3:51 PM
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    Lyy -* 2:56 PM
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    Lyy -* 2:56 PM
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    Saturday, March 3, 2007

    Btw Kan to shida - fazy -sarah - ruz - salmah - iylie... if you are reading this I am sure you will be so GLAD. Yayaya. Guess wad. About SB. Last thurs was my last peer tutoring with yun ru kn? Then everytime yun ru teach me, he will turn for a few sec and look at me. How I knoe? That time yun ru left me to meet a teacher.and its like he stared at me soo long la!!!i saw at the corner of my eyes. That time yun ru tot him maths and of course I oso kay po queen looklook but nvr look at him la.. Then I look at yun ru. Terglanced at him and saw him NOT CONCENTRATING BUT LOOKING AT ME!!!all becos of you all la..wad seh..
    EEEEEEEEE!!!!!geram seh.. see la..tease openly summore!! And I swear frm top to bottom. No special feelings for him.. dah la..sedih..hmmph!! ciaoz

    Lyy -* 9:59 PM
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    Btw Kan to shida - fazy -sarah - ruz - salmah - iylie... if you are reading this I am sure you will be so GLAD. Yayaya. Guess wad. About SB. Last thurs was my last peer tutoring with yun ru kn? Then everytime yun ru teach me, he will turn for a few sec and look at me. How I knoe? That time yun ru left me to meet a teacher.and its like he stared at me soo long la!!!i saw at the corner of my eyes. That time yun ru tot him maths and of course I oso kay po queen looklook but nvr look at him la.. Then I look at yun ru. Terglanced at him and saw him NOT CONCENTRATING BUT LOOKING AT ME!!!all becos of you all la..wad seh..
    EEEEEEEEE!!!!!geram seh.. see la..tease openly summore!! And I swear frm top to bottom. No special feelings for him.. dah la..sedih..hmmph!! ciaoz

    Lyy -* 9:59 PM
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    The most toot-iest day of all. Is today. And I am like most unhappy? there's too much things happened today.

    1. sabrina's/amalina's bag was lost. And her mum is like discouraging her to come for ncc because of this. Me, lan, ijah, iylie went to lot 1 and limbang searching for it la. But it was unfoundable. Of course.
    2. thirah came back and so-called screwed up almost all. Scolding us PART D in front of the whole company. Yeah. TALKING BOUT RESPECT WHEN HE HIMSELF DUN SHOW RESPECT. isnt it like WOW?A lot of peeps disapproved of him coming to ncc out of the blue. And now I feel I love wee kia and want him back here. Or XR or YS. And a must for CLT TAN...anyone but not GOD or thirah.
    3. abt the conflict la. I got sumhow pissed by farish childishness coz sikit2 carik pasal wit me. Cmon la..16 this year,hon.

    Yeah. So ncc today was a... a... a profound happenings. I was like.. pissed off I guessed. When I answered thirah, I was actually on the verge of going na cry. But its truly from my heart and soul. Papa got pissed at HALAL.hehe..so today was the most pissiest day of all. And I absolutely hate it.

    Contemptuous. And its me. For the first time.

    Since sarah and ruz went out with masing2 punye ppl, I went to have a quick bite at mac with ami and there was no privacy AS I NEED TO REST. Some guys followed. I dun quite like their presence. Truly speaking. But nothing personal.

    So. Camp this Friday, booking in at 9..woah..record seh.. haha!! We will b having camp with SJAB GB BB NPCC..woooow. best..let 5 pillarz unite!! Pity salmah will not be there.

    Anw,anw,anw... yesterday on the way to madrasah I saw this Chinese guy who looked freak-o-kingly like LDW!!i was like omigawd..haha. so hot la..

    Okies la..i need to do coursrework..heehee!!and I am hungry and going to watch she’s the man again! Btw, sarah. Night at the museum was awesome!i watched it and I had a great luff. The Egyptian king was goddamn HOT!!HE IS SO MINE.. :))

    Lyy -* 9:35 PM
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    The most toot-iest day of all. Is today. And I am like most unhappy? there's too much things happened today.

    1. sabrina's/amalina's bag was lost. And her mum is like discouraging her to come for ncc because of this. Me, lan, ijah, iylie went to lot 1 and limbang searching for it la. But it was unfoundable. Of course.
    2. thirah came back and so-called screwed up almost all. Scolding us PART D in front of the whole company. Yeah. TALKING BOUT RESPECT WHEN HE HIMSELF DUN SHOW RESPECT. isnt it like WOW?A lot of peeps disapproved of him coming to ncc out of the blue. And now I feel I love wee kia and want him back here. Or XR or YS. And a must for CLT TAN...anyone but not GOD or thirah.
    3. abt the conflict la. I got sumhow pissed by farish childishness coz sikit2 carik pasal wit me. Cmon la..16 this year,hon.

    Yeah. So ncc today was a... a... a profound happenings. I was like.. pissed off I guessed. When I answered thirah, I was actually on the verge of going na cry. But its truly from my heart and soul. Papa got pissed at HALAL.hehe..so today was the most pissiest day of all. And I absolutely hate it.

    Contemptuous. And its me. For the first time.

    Since sarah and ruz went out with masing2 punye ppl, I went to have a quick bite at mac with ami and there was no privacy AS I NEED TO REST. Some guys followed. I dun quite like their presence. Truly speaking. But nothing personal.

    So. Camp this Friday, booking in at 9..woah..record seh.. haha!! We will b having camp with SJAB GB BB NPCC..woooow. best..let 5 pillarz unite!! Pity salmah will not be there.

    Anw,anw,anw... yesterday on the way to madrasah I saw this Chinese guy who looked freak-o-kingly like LDW!!i was like omigawd..haha. so hot la..

    Okies la..i need to do coursrework..heehee!!and I am hungry and going to watch she’s the man again! Btw, sarah. Night at the museum was awesome!i watched it and I had a great luff. The Egyptian king was goddamn HOT!!HE IS SO MINE.. :))

    Lyy -* 9:35 PM
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    Thursday, March 1, 2007

    ok. it all stared frm yesterday. i was going on a strike that said ''keep parents out of my territory!!'' c'mon la..i do my csb also cannot meh? by 11, they stared scolding me saying that i was not doing wad i was supposd to..aiyo!!they are living in denial la..i was soo mad for being accused of MISUSING my comp..toot seh..doink btol. okay..toot.i cant leave a line cos of the stupid error page..! right..so just now maghrib was yasiin day. i have to like endure all the kelatness of the mata.. now doing crrctions for csb..it really sucs..took up hours of typing ... i am now multitasking too la.. chatting at imvu with this girl from ny..name..umm..not sure la. oh.ok..stella.same age as me..then went to A's blog today and there was a lot of f words and i tagged him the baddest thing he would ever wanna see...well.. i am bad..coz dusent mean i am and SC i am good la kan..siapa diri hamba..? wen blog hopping too..and check out frenster and stuffs.... ok la..dats all..

    Lyy -* 9:04 PM
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    ok. it all stared frm yesterday. i was going on a strike that said ''keep parents out of my territory!!'' c'mon la..i do my csb also cannot meh? by 11, they stared scolding me saying that i was not doing wad i was supposd to..aiyo!!they are living in denial la..i was soo mad for being accused of MISUSING my comp..toot seh..doink btol. okay..toot.i cant leave a line cos of the stupid error page..! right..so just now maghrib was yasiin day. i have to like endure all the kelatness of the mata.. now doing crrctions for csb..it really sucs..took up hours of typing ... i am now multitasking too la.. chatting at imvu with this girl from ny..name..umm..not sure la. oh.ok..stella.same age as me..then went to A's blog today and there was a lot of f words and i tagged him the baddest thing he would ever wanna see...well.. i am bad..coz dusent mean i am and SC i am good la kan..siapa diri hamba..? wen blog hopping too..and check out frenster and stuffs.... ok la..dats all..

    Lyy -* 9:04 PM
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